Im starting to wonder what have we become?


Why all the cold treatment and restless reply when we have already agreed on something. its always better to prevent before we turn our backs against each other. i was right previously , hit right on the point of about the future.

im confused, clueless about everything. what have changed between us? at least not me, i dont think i did. how about you?


things couldnt be more wrong at this point of time.

Ahh.!!!! theres this talk tomorrow and i cant attend it because of some freaking learning workshop. DAMN YOU. if i could attend the talk and ask A lame question, I GET A FREAKING THUMBDRIVE FOR FREE. TA-MA-DE. damn lah. why must i attend that workshop? KNN


ive hurt him. guess i didnt realize it until i was enlighten about the hiddening meaning that he might interpret from what i have said. sorry for being so insensitive, it was nobody's fault. i dont blame anybody for this at all. because i love you, i wanna work hard. make sure that none of this will happen in the future. please trust me, i know what im doing.


anyway gen is running for the president of the NE council. hopes she wins eh. =)


blehzx

WOO. have not been updating my blog for a long time. quite a few things happened.



Some girl named nisha/nini/ni-whatever/could-be-nami/seriously-i- have-no-clue-what-her-name-is hit me during the FIRST PE LESSON OF THE TERM. neinei, very suay opening for the term. so i guess i should not buy 4D for the rest of this year, or at least this term. it was really painful and is still painful lah. i kept complaining and Mdm Sim said ' ONLY HIT ON YOU. YOU THINK U PRINCESS ARH?' i know i not princess lah but it really hurts. no physical injuries can be seen at that time. it is only the pain that was really upsetting me. now the blue-black is slowly appearing. PAIN LEH. $%^&*()%$%^&*(#$%^&*()


some physics thingy

F = ma

by Conservation of Energy

m1u1 + m2u2 = m1v1 +m2u2

Slightly elastic collision cause I HAVE ABSORBED MOST OF THE IMAPACT OF HER FORCE. no wonder i got blue black.


THANKS LEH

a few days later, i did something very stypid and embarrassing. we had a maths test on thursday. Gen was sitting beside me and on the other side it was a girl from the other class. i seriously have no clue what her name was even after 3months of being in the same maths class. after the test, i have queries about some maths question and obviously i cant ask Gen cause she was absent from the maths class for like the last 345676543498434987654369 days. haha. i asked Gen for the name of the girl sitting beside me, she said that she doesnt know.


SO I ACT SMART LOR.


coincidentally that girl was holding onto the maths assignment. so i just read off the name conviniently from that assignment and assume that it was her name. I MEAN USUALLY IT WORKS LIKE THIS WHAT. I TRIED IT WHEN I DID NOT KNOW SARIZA WELL ENOUGH!!

stupid me, i turn to Gen and show off that i know what her name is -.-'' mistake number 2.


MISTAKE NUMBER 3.

I turned to that girl and pat on her hand,

HEY KRISHAN, DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DO QUESTION 4 OF THE MATHS ASSIGNMENT?


she-kinda-look-at-me-in-shock.. and said ' err, my name is not krishan. this is not my paper'


WAH LAU. SI BEI DUI LIAN LAH.!!


OF course Gen laughed at one of the most embarrassing moments that i ever had.


okay, noted. this will be in the top 50 most dui lian things i ever done.

si lang!!


things are over, i know.
time to move on, i know.
im trying to, u know?

Looked through Mr.yeo's resume. i really wonder what the heck im gonna write in mine the next time i apply for a job?


1) Oh, i was in the class committee when im sec4 and seriously i have no clue and dont remember what the fuck the position was. im really certain that the position is negiliable because i dont even remember being in the committee until this point.


2)I was in rubbish ccas in my entire education life. to make it worse, i was only a member in all that rubbish ccas.


3)went to help old folks during secondary school to show compassion. end up getting scared and stayed AS-FAR-AWAY-AS-POSSIBLE.


4) went up to mental disable center to help. then again, scream and almost cried there.


lazy to even continue.


man, i guess they will be damn 'impress' when they see my resume.


lousy.








puuI!!

just woke up from my sleep and decided to type out how miserable i am. WAHAHAHA.


Felt an extreme cold when i was lying on my bed previously. is it because of the weather? did it rain? im really not to sure. i was already wearing for layers of shit yet i was still shivering like fuck.


now everything is just great! im feeling all the warmth and im getting really pissed by it.


WHY MUST I BE SICK?


mommy came to see me when i was sleeping. kept touching and exclaimed that i was so warm.


-.-''

duh?

i told her i have fever le. haha


going off le.

bye

Hengling said that today is my day.

SAN-BA-FU-NU-JIE


lol. im not san-ba okay? why say things like that?


such a sucky day. but its fine, $%^&*()(*&#$%^&*()


felt sick towards the end of the day, very bad headache. the worse is when i got home, instead of taking panadol, i ended up eating some unknown pill.


sian

hello people, its been a loooooonnnng time since i last blogged.


YQ! STOP COMPLAINING. YOUR BLOG IS MORE DUSTY THAN MINE LOR. still say me.!

-___-


let me recall what the hell went on recently..


1) my favouritest ( if there is such a word ) people helped me celebrate my birthday


my lovely siaokias smashed a cake on my face and dragged me into the sea. damn tired lah. aiyo, KNOW THAT IM OLD LIAO STILL FORCE ME DO THIS KIND OF VIGOROUS THINGS. tired like hell, kept asking cecilia to stop dragging me and let me walk down by myself. SHE REFUSED!! in the end, all of us got tired and i finally gave up. -__-''


saw yixian's new boyfriend, seems that judy is even more happy than anyone on that day after she saw that guy. perhaps, it was the bad experience she had last time bah? haha


after that we went to the flower dont-know-what-thing. it was really cute, yah. -.-''

the day went on with guys going to vivo, having dinner and running around the whole place looking for a salon for cecilia.

went back to jurong point and started drinking. hey, im 18! haha. i dont know about the rest lah? haha


2) eric's birthday celebration

mentally tormenting experience. my ears were very sad on that day though im really happy. haha. realised that im starting to sing out of tune too!! ahhh.... gotta sing more. SHIYING! KBOX KBOX!!!


3) my bank account

went to withdraw money from my bank account, to my horror, i saw that the balance was only 38 bucks!!!


WHAT THE HELL!!

EARTH SHAKING TRUTH!!

$%^&*()*^%$@#$%^*)_p)$#@$%^&*()


the next day i told the peeps in school not to ask me to top up the cash card for them le. i will never deposit the money into my bank, im spending more than usual! wei, must control okay?


4) cramps

i hate period. that day i was having a real bad period cramp that was upsetting me so badly. really got to thank grace. went up and down , up and down, up and down for me several times. treating me like some princess, felt really guilty about making her do all these for me. thanks alot eh grace.


thanks farhana for bringing up that hotwater and milo with grace just for me. =) haha.

thanks hengling for singing that nice song for me. LOL. I DONT FEEL IRRITATED LEH? that means next time when ur upset, i can sing for you lah? by the way, you molested my back when i was resting my head on the table. OUTRAGE OF MODESTY!!! =)

thanks weikoon for making stupid comments about cb and lp. it didnt make me laugh but still thanks for entertaining people around me.

thanks liyana,amira,shiying and Mrs Kuek for showing concerns. =)





okay, now im having real problems. im stuck here unable to do my homework at all. this is like the 43542458735468735th time i forgot to bring my maths worksheet home. I KNOW THE HOMEWORK FOR MATHS THIS YEAR HAVEN EXCEEDED 10TIMES. it feels like that number of times i forgot to bring the worksheet home lah.!!!

omg, im hoping liyana can send me bah..

waiting...



its finally over. i tried, but it just slipped off.

im happy, finally gotten what i want.