i will wait till that day and see.

one day you might be able to find out THE right path, yeah might lah. of course there are chances that you will be stuck where you are because of decision made ages ago.

i know where im heading to and i have goals.

do you?

today im a happy girl!

1) Dear bought me over in face book.. ( i dunno kb for how long liao. finally lah)

2)watched get smart with dear, he seem to enjoy the movie alot. he wasnt even bothered when this guy step on my foot and i was kb-ing about it. the best was that movie tickets is 6bucks each! no, not using the student offer thingy. hehehe

3)even though the lunch sucks but dinner was great. i felt really awful that he had to spend so much $$ today. hai. its okay lah, i will make up to him on saturday =)

4)went to 2 romantic places with dear. hehehehehehehehee...... happy.

i guess the only one who can tolerate my nonsense is him. i have this phobia that is making me kb more than ever. IM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS. so when we were looking down just now from that hill, i kb alot. i felt weak and woobly, i kb even more and talked more nonsense.

he kept reassuring me nonstop and listens to me
hehehe.

i'm missin you!

things are very complicated, why?

haiz

i cant turn back, i cant.

theres nothing much to expect.

guess all i can do is to sit here and see others being happy while i sob alone.

so whats today, next month and even the month after next.

its all going to be the same, all the same.

the worse was that outta all the days, im hurt on the day ive anticipated to have filled with happiness.

perhaps it was wrong to even expect anything out of nothing.

a sign to carry on my life

yeah, perhaps.

girl's night out has been really fun and great.

talking crap while getting half drunk could be another great solution to destress.

i had my share of fun.

time to work hard.

i love you girls =)

the chat with MR ASSHOLE was really an eye-opener. i really dont have a clue how i stand that ASSHOLE.

but thanks to MR ASSHOLE, i realise how great my boy is

Meter OF GREATNESS

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notice the dots inbetween? its called the UNCOUNTABLE levels.

that should show everyone what it means.

i love my boy.

*Quick Update*

Linked JBOI , siokeng and Kexin. kinda shock to know that people have linked me up yet i didnt have a clue about it =)

lalalalala~

thats all. hahahhahahahahahaha.

im bored lah!

almost forgot,

wwww.nextshow.sg

visit it!

Its unfair that just because we are girls, we have to suffer like this.
Its unfair that girls have got a name to uphold while guys have nothing to lose.
Its unfair that a small black dot will tarnish one's life.
Its unfair that girls need to only make one mistake to be called a whore, slut and bitch.

its unfair.

it affected me because i felt that i didnt do anything even though i felt that something was wrong. just wanna everyone to be happy, didnt thought it would matter if there is love.

im affected and i need to replan on what was previously on my mind.

its not me.

Hello people! IM BACK! wahahahahahahahaha.





welcome to another episode of MY FETISH!





lalalalala.



1) Puma Phantom Shopper

went to vivo the other day and saw the beige version of this bag. it has similar texture to my current wallet so it kinda caught my eye. its really a cute bag but i hesitated to buy it, afterall its GSS! there might be some other bag out there which i might like more? thats what i felt lah, thats why i didnt buy.



until this point of my life there's only once that i bought something the moment it caught my eye and never did regret it. it was the U.R.S. heart-shape flats that im still very much in love with but it had ended its life =c



boy came by to return the drill the other day and surprised me by giving me that puma bag. hehehehe. i love my boy!

happy happy leh me!! =)




2) Ralph Lauren bag

buy me buy me buy me this!

its sooooooooooo nice and ssssssssssoooooooooooooo simple. it might not even worth the price that it is fixed at.

who cares?

who can resist a man with a horse? hehehehe

3) Watch

i was granted some money to buy a watch.

im really sad to say that THE MONEY IS NOT ENOUGH FOR THE ONLY WATCH THAT CAUGHT MY EYE.

=C

Gucci, why why why?

no wonder its the list of my fetish, all of them are so expensive and i guess i can never have them. that is unless boy gets it for me lah? hehehehe

went out with boy yesterday , call it a de-stress day for me bah. it started with a bad note but still it ended up as a bright and great day. =) went to vivo to shop around then had dinner at seah eng.

watched kungfu panda with boy and his papa. IT WAS SO BLOODY FUNNY LAH. wah lau! couldnt stop laughing but the only cons was that the kids was making SO MUCH NOISE. cannot stand them lah.

the thing that brightens my day the most was JIAYU!

i was a distance away from boy's house when i heard jiayu screaming for me.

'JIEJIE! JIE JIE! JIEJIE!'

so i rushed back and found him standing at the gates smiling at me . *sweets* he went only calling for me again. told him that i have to leave and he must miss me.

HE NODS HIS HEAD . =)

i stretch my hands in to hold his and repeatedly telling him to miss me. ( yes im desperate for him to miss me)

now i feel so bad calling him a ghost rider. he has this bike at home and whenever he is on the bike, HE FORBIDS THE WHOLE WORLD TO LOOK AT HIM. yes i mean, looking at him. even a simple glance will cause him to scream. i always told dear that the bike is a devil's bike that made jiayu a moody baby when he is on it.

hais, i feel so bad right now. jiayu is so adorable and we called him 'ghost rider'?

hahaha.

my current wallpaper on my phone =)

mom has proven me right about her ability, very expected i guess.

a day of fun from my stressful revision.

im already missin bf =)

Theres somebody that i miss alot.
I miss his cute voice calling me and responding postively when i asked if he misses me.
Have to admit that there are times that he makes me real mad but who can ever resist his cuteness?
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GOSH I MISS JIAYU!





dearest put him on phone with me last night, the first thing i heard was

JIEJIE JIEJIE!!

he was so cute lah. then i asked if he misses me and dearest said he was nodding =) which means yes! heheeh

and i continued asking him

'JIU JIU CHOU MAH?" ( is uncle ugly?)

Omg! jiayu, stop nodding so much, ur head is coming off le!!!

i love my boy.

he used to impress me so much that i felt that holding on was the right choice even though theres so much diffculties ahead of us.

he impressed me even more this time.

i show my love to boy with words, its kinda shallow i know.
he show his love through his actions.

=)

I OFFICIALLY HATE STARHUB.

i owe them like 100bucks and they forbids me from making out going calls and sms. what the.....?

singtel is so much better.

even when my dad owes them 200 bucks plus they still allows all the simple functions to work.

im pissed.

im starting to love singtel

she cried.

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