31.10.05

Took my mother tongue papers today.

Im really darned happy. For the Hanyupingying component, I KNEW HOW TO WRITE ONE WORD. damn! isnt it a joyful crap? that means out of 5 bloody questions i only got one write. whatever it is, im still very happy. The situation was much worst during the june paper. I CANT EVEN get one correct.

It did not really bother me much actually. I have expected that this kind of situation will happen. Dont really understand why i cant remember how to write the chinese character no matter how hard i tried to remember.

Just realized today that MY CHINESE IS REALLY BLOODY BAD. i was looking at the paper with Caryn in the afternoon. I dont really want to admit but most of the time i am guessing the words written. If im lucky, i would guess the word right. Most of the time it did not really work out for me.


Whatever it is, this could be the chance for me to stop people from LAUGHING AT MY CHINESE.

WARNING :

DONT LET ME GET A DISTINCTION FOR MY MOTHER TONGUE.

OR I WILL LAUGH OFF MY ARSE AT YOURS NO MATTER WHAT GRADE YOU GOT.

yeah, if i did not get a distinction... ='( guess you idiots can keep laughing at my poor chinese and correct me every now and then. -.-

okay, im lame.

LAMER

29.10.05

I have the urge now to open my big mouth and tell her something but honestly im in no position to tell her. Dont even know if he is telling me the truth. AHH CRAP. guess i should shut up anyway.

Been slacking and i dont really have the mood to touch my books. Suddenly everything about doing well in the examinations seemed meaningless to me.

Perhaps i need some time to think and get my thoughts straight... Maybe then i will really work bah?


Sh!t

28.10.05

The other day Meixin, Keixin and me went to Hailing's house to urm urm do some recreational activities. Upon reaching Hailing's door we saw this very beautiful white dog in the house directly opposite of Hailing's house. We were all waiting for Hailing to open the door so yeah we were being KAY POH and looked at that dog. The dumb dog saw us looking at it and walked to the gate.

Then Meixin asked me to touch it. OF COURSE I WONT. I had extremely bad experience with MR Ricky's saliva. Instead i told Meixin to pat that dog's head instead. WHat happened next almost cause Meixin to lose her hand. When Meixin's hand is nearing to that dog's head it barked and jumped up trying to BITE meixin's Hand.

WAH. count her lucky to be able to react just in time. OR ELSE.. that dog will be suffering.HAHA

Getting more and more cranky as each day passed.

MY DAD SAID THAT IM SOME CHILDISH IDIOT!!

what the hell? it really suck to be called 'CHILDISH' by someone who behaves worst than you.

MY MOM SAID THAT IM RUDE!

THIS FUCK ME UP MORE. who is the one who swear all the time?

im under your influence and i become who i am today okay? HAHA

bull-shit.


I no longer need to go back to school for lessons. My dad is pestering to WORK. -.- dont really know what the hell he is thinking. Honestly i fear and detest working. My dad went to the extent of threatening me just to get me to get a job. it did not work and will not work anyway. the threaten that is he using is really some bloody stupid thing. who bothers about it anyway. haha.

Bull-shit
The other day Meixin, Keixin and me went to Hailing's house to urm urm do some recreational activities. Upon reaching Hailing's door we saw this very beautiful white dog in the house directly opposite of Hailing's house. We were all waiting for Hailing to open the door so yeah we were being KAY POH and looked at that dog. The dumb dog saw us looking at it and walked to the gate.

Then Meixin asked me to touch it. OF COURSE I WONT. I had extremely bad experience with MR Ricky's saliva. Instead i told Meixin to pat that dog's head instead. WHat happened next almost cause Meixin to lose her hand. When Meixin's hand is nearing to that dog's head it barked and jumped up trying to BITE meixin's Hand.

WAH. count her lucky to be able to react just in time. OR ELSE.. that dog will be suffering.HAHA

Getting more and more cranky as each day passed.

MY DAD SAID THAT IM SOME CHILDISH IDIOT!!

what the hell? it really suck to be called 'CHILDISH' by someone who behaves worst than you.

MY MOM SAID THAT IM RUDE!

THIS FUCK ME UP MORE. who is the one who swear all the time?

im under your influence and i become who i am today okay? HAHA

bull-shit.


I no longer need to go back to school for lessons. My dad is pestering to WORK. -.- dont really know what the hell he is thinking. Honestly i fear and detest working. My dad went to the extent of threatening me just to get me to get a job. it did not work and will not work anyway. the threaten that is he using is really some bloody stupid thing. who bothers about it anyway. haha.

Bull-shit

22.10.05

Had an extreme brain freeze today. I thought i was gonna die of headache.

ThursdAy suck to the core.
IM GONNA FUCKING FAIL MY PRACTICAL
i felt extreme pain and again, i thought i was gonna die.

how i wished i did...

pissed off with morons....

ass, you aint saint k. bullshit ass.

anyway

Lujun, Bye!

17.10.05

Skeptical

16.10.05

Watched 'April Snow' yesterday. at first i thought it was just another love story and wondered why the hell it had a NC16 rating. eherm... of cause i can watch as IM GONNA BE BLOODY 17 SOON. ha! after you have watched it, you will know why the hell it is rated like this... the explicit scenes are damn bloody long. Why arh?

It was the most infuriating movie experience i ever had. Went in early and found myself watching the advertisement. Okay, its normal for it as IT HAPPENS ALL THE TIME. the most annoying part was that there were two idiots behind me COMMENTING ON EVERY SINGLE ADVERTISEMENT ON SCREEN. they were bloody noisy.

i gave all the clue for them to fucking shut up.

1) turned back numerous time and stare at them
2) cough non stop
3) talk to my friend loudly about how the fuck it was noisy in the threatres. ( i guess they did not hear it)

FINE, no reaction. i was honestly damn irritated. I thought that all the shit would stop if the movie started. I believe that every piece of shit on Earth is at least considerate and have the fucking decency to at least shut the fuck up at the right time. I guess i was wrong..

honestly what the hell is wrong with you? act like you have never seen a movie before... IS THE MOVIE TOO HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND? YOUR INTELLECTURE SO LOW IZZIT? why the hell must you ask your friend about what is happening like AFTER EVERY SCENE? dont waste your money lah. go home and fuck yourself.

i guess they not only have to ban handphones in the threatre. SHOULD BAN FUCKING BIG MOUTH PEOPLE WHO CANT STOP TALKING TOO.

there was this guy sitting beside me and next to him was this woman who kept touching him. i do not have any comments or give a damn about it. But at a point, i was shock. the woman suddenly reach out her hand and moved it to the area around the guy's groin. SHE STARTED STROKING IT. scare the hell outta me. i thought i was seeing ' WHAT I SHOULDNT'. when i looked closer, she was stroking that guy's hand which was around that area. WAH SCARE ME. haha

HEH.

10.10.05

I hope it rains tommorow. Cause i bought a new umbrella today..


2.10.05

Im starting to behave more and more like a kid. Feeling that im worst than before.. really feel that i cant grow up and my mentality about things are the same. The world however, is growing up but me.

Judy scare the hell outta me yesterday night. I detest walking on dark roads or dim alleys. IT SUCKS. kinda scary and it will let your imagination run wild. HATE IT!! yes, im extremely timid. im afraid of non-living things that used to be a human. Period!

watched Wait till you're older yesterday.The movie ended before i even know it. the last part of the movie was really touching and my tears dropped. Perhaps that might be what i always wanted and i never realized the good of my parents. ( OKay, i dont see anything good about my parents even until this point. THEY ARE FUCKING IRRITATING!)


I was on the MRT yesterday night. Fucking unlucky, the moment i stepped into the train i could see a bitch sitting down she was with two other guy friends. Honestly i do not know her or what so ever. one look you can tell she is a bitch and her laughter tells it all. Oh ya, she has this queer looking shoe. let's dont talk about something that is below 4bucks okay? haha.

After awhile, four kids started running around trying to get seats. One sat near to the so called 'bitch' and her friends.

The next was damn shocking. I heard the most racist thing that was ever said by children. okay, they were laughing at that bitch and her friends. i have to admit what they said was quite bad. obviously she couldnt understand as she was a malay and the kids were talking in mandarin.

1) if that were my children, i would be utterly embarrassed. They couldnt even tell the difference between indian and malay. Yes, they mistaken HER as an indian.

2) Cant expect me to go up to her and say

'HEY, THEY ARE LAUGHING AT YOU. QUITE RACIST LE'

i dislike her from the first look so there is no way i would do it and HOW THE HELL CAN THIS YOU EVEN SAY THIS KINDA THING TO SOMEONE?

I guess parents are the ones who really ought to educate their children about NOT TO BE RACIST. honestly, im deeply affected by my parents especially my mom. She has alot of stereotypes and sometimes the things she said are really stupid.

Hope i can revise something today.

PHUAF!