21.11.05

If i have the chance i would strangle my dad.

When im studying and working hard for my paper for the next day, he would come and stand next to my desk. Open his big ugly mouth and say

DONT NEED STUDY LAH. FAIL MEANS FAIL. AIYO, STUDY FOR WHAT, LAST MINUTE WORK ALSO NO USE ONE LAH. DONT STUDY DONT STUDY.

fine, if you say it....
I wouldnt be that mad if he were to mean the fucking brainless crap that he had said. HE DONT MEAN IT.

When i am using the computer or sleeping, HE WOULD NAG THE HELL OUTTA ME.

AIYO. SO LAZY, TOMORROW GOT PAPER LE. UNTIL NOW STILL DONT STUDY..

im pissed. DEFINATELY I WILL BE WITH A BRAINLESS DAD WHO MAKES ZERO SENSE COMMENTS!

Dont be idiotic and stay the fuck away from me.

Stupidity Kills.

18.11.05

It seemed that the whole darn world but me have plans of working...

So i guess if someone were to see me online next month, the conversation will looked something like this...


PERSON : Hey, how are you?
ME: Urm great? you..
PERSON: Tired... Been working very hard as ( depands who and what the person is doing lah) . what you working as now?
ME: im not working
PERSON: What!! why?
ME: MUST I GET A FUCKING REASON NOT TO WORK?
PERSON: but its holiday...
ME: so??
PERSON: you are lazy
ME: YEAH!!! FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM LAZY!!


its lame, yeah. this shit will happen. I can guaranty it. ( yes, i cant fucking spell guaranty. i dont know if i spelt it correctly. hell, who cares? im lazy to check the dictionary now.)

Been having weird nightmare recently. I dont even wanna blog about it. it is bloody embarrassing. Keong and Sham laughed at me. both almost said the same thing

' you must be thinking about it all day that is why it happened in your dreams.'

HELL NO!!

even it is true to some extent. i still felt that it was an insult to me. HAHA.

WHY IS THERE NO 100% THIS AFTERNOON. disappointed sia!!

WAH KAO

nvm

go back to

WORK

15.11.05

Had the worst nightmare....

I actually dreamt that i murdered two people. OMG. anyway that aint the point., because of of them really deserve to die anyway. The point is, in my dream ( nightmare....) one of the victims of my brutal act is a CHILD.

it scares me.. i was really afraid and regreted killing the kid in my nightmare. -.- yeah and in my nightmare i hoped i was dreaming and everything would end soon. ( which it did actually)

dont really know what this shit signifies.... hope it is something good bah? everyone knows i love kids ( NO, IM NOT CHILD RAPIST OKAY) i wouldnt do that in my whole entire life. unless i am really pissed off.. :)

Starting to envy the rest of the people who did not retake Mother Tongue. God dammit, why the hell i did not do well in my paper in june? Next year while the others get 6trauma, i will be facing 7 major trauma in my life. My future is depends on it..........................

At this point, my dad is staring to nag at me about working after the Os. That would be the last thing that came to my mind. I really dont wanna waste my time slogging away . My youth is precious... TIME IS VALUBLE. im currently bombing my dad with one hundred and one excuses not to work . even though all of it are lame, it seemed that he does not really have a choice but to accept them. HAHA... yeah, im just plain lazy , SO?


realized that i have began to complain alot and flare up at nothing. thank god i have keong. :) ive been acting like someone had put a fire and burnt my tail. yeah, pissed. venged all my anger on keong..... at this point, i feel very sorry what i have done to you but on the other hand, im still gonna do it anyway. please bear with me okay?? heh.

EN-Loved.

4.11.05

I told the whole world that i was gonna work hard for O levels at the starting of the year. Some of them actually believed my crap while the others are skeptical about what i have said.

Regreted that i did not do what i have said.

Now im suffering.
if anyone where to tell me that if i burn my books and drink it like a talisman and i would do well for my exam, I WOULD!!

okay, change my mind. I wouldnt. i have at least 10textbooks to drink if i wanna do it that way. AHHHHHH. CRAP. by the way they are fucking expensive.


back to

WORK

1.11.05

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