its impossible to destory something that had been dead a long time ago.
let's be happy.
i wont sway
30.5.06
29.5.06
you dont have to explain, you dont. i dont wanna know, dont feel that i have the need to know either. perhaps im numb to everything and nothing can get to me anymore. its been 4years, nothing had actually worked out so dont expect it to in the future. especially when we are drifting further and further away.
promised myself that when i have decided on something, this time i wont sway anymore.
my desire
promised myself that when i have decided on something, this time i wont sway anymore.
my desire
28.5.06
had an extremely tiring day yesterday... fell asleep the moment i lay on my bed. it was a great sleep as i did not wake up in the middle of the night to pee or anything. hehe. urm.. or maybe i did? cant really remember. haha.
saw the group performing in orchard yesterday. i was tempted to do something really stupid and wanted to drag judy along with me. however gave up the idea because it was really very lame.. when we went back to the place later, saw this girl dancing infront of the performing group. she looks damn drunk.. guess something bad must has happened? bless you..
you said that you find it hard to talk to me and very often you stumble on your words.... i was really shock. perhaps im really giving so much pressure? i will try my best to accommodate you , just dont tell me i dont have to...
jian ai.
saw the group performing in orchard yesterday. i was tempted to do something really stupid and wanted to drag judy along with me. however gave up the idea because it was really very lame.. when we went back to the place later, saw this girl dancing infront of the performing group. she looks damn drunk.. guess something bad must has happened? bless you..
you said that you find it hard to talk to me and very often you stumble on your words.... i was really shock. perhaps im really giving so much pressure? i will try my best to accommodate you , just dont tell me i dont have to...
jian ai.
26.5.06
24.5.06
guess i must have step onto some fucking bird shit when i was walking today.. SUAY LIKE FUCK .
1) i was almost late for school today.
2) get caught by some ugly mushroom for the skirt crap
3) mdm sham called my name and asked me to answer her qn.
1.
forgot this crap. some problem must have happened this morning and thus there was this damn long queue for the bus.
1) i was almost late for school today.
2) get caught by some ugly mushroom for the skirt crap
3) mdm sham called my name and asked me to answer her qn.
1.
forgot this crap. some problem must have happened this morning and thus there was this damn long queue for the bus.
2.
the fucking gp teacher caught my skirt and insisted that i have to unpick the skirt even though it was not altered. she said that was the 'CHANCE' she is giving me.
now come to think about it. DAMN YOU. save your cocrodile tears and send me to detention or something. should have rejected your bullshit offer.
she forced me to go to toilet and unpick the shit. felt like doing something to the tool she gave me. thought of throwing it into the toilet bowl and claim that it flew out or even cut myself with it just to leave blood stains on it.. changed my mind.. she aint worth the time for me to do this kinda crap to her..
okay crap. she really sucks to the core.. guess her words are so worthless that hardly anyone was listening when she conducts her lecture.
3.
i was feeling very bitter about the skirt incident and to add on , MDM SHAM called me to answer a question. i mean she hardly calls me at all, so why today!?!?! aiya, and very obvious i couldnt answer it because i wasnt even reading the text...
however, the day did not ended quite bad
finally passed my TEST(s). got back 3 PAPERS today and i managed to pass ALL OF THEM.
2 literature paper and 1 physics paper.
miracle sia.. the most unanticipated paper was the physics paper. Ms koh was holding this big stack of papers and said that that was the number of people who failed.
i was really expecting that i would fail. even told mirah
' aiya, confirm will have me inside. im used to failing liao'
=) i did not fail! heh.
okay, im lazy to continue...
bye
19.5.06
Took our class jersey today. =)
We were walking out of the toilet and i told Aisah
Me: Your ass very nice leh
A: Huh? nice meh? but its quite small.
Me : *wonders why she even say that her ass is quite small* arh why small?
A: i think that the shirt quite small for me leh
Me: huh? im talking about ASS leh not your S size shirt.....
almost laugh until i flip... her expression was damn funny when i told her that it was ASS anot not the S she was thinking about. yes, she was swearing all over again. =)
Lost my keys today.
it was quite shitty for me as that bunch of keys will be damn expensive if i were to duplicate the whole set. to make things worse, 2 of they keys inside the collection are so damn precious that they are one of a kind. impossible even if i wanna duplicate it.
initially, i couldnt remember where it was placed .. however after much thoughts, the image of me placing it in the toilet flash pass my mind. YES, I WENT DIRECTLY AND COULDNT FIND IT. and YES, I STARTED SWEARING AND CURSING.
' aHH!! which bitch took my keys away?!?!! hope her vagina rots.'
okay, i was bloody anxious OKAY. after school, went to the General Office and asked... the kind soul returned my keys... thank god.... told mirah that i love the person so much that i will give that person ONE BUCK if i knew who she is.... *sorry for cursing you!!*
thank you shiying for your help. THANXS.even though in the end i found it.. still im thankful to you. so sweet of you. haha.
honestly, i feel that the school should not be so fucking stingy and engage more cleaners. the toilets stinks like fuck. dont really know what the hell people are thinking when they decided to throw their USED PADS all over the place .. its extremely obsecene and digusting.. really pity the aunties who have to face this kinda crap.
Daliah even shouted
'OIE YOU ALL PLEASE FLUSH THE TOILET AFTER USE LEH. DONT BE LAZY'
when we were in the toilet. obviously everyone laughed.
the bus that i took just now made a very big mistake that shocked everyone..
the blue arrows indicate the path that it should be travelling. the red one indicates the path that it took. everyone was shocked when the bus turned left instead of right. after noticing the expression of everyone, i laughed... because the expression was practically the same in the bus
yes, this is the expression.
=)
whatever it is, just let me be.
We were walking out of the toilet and i told Aisah
Me: Your ass very nice leh
A: Huh? nice meh? but its quite small.
Me : *wonders why she even say that her ass is quite small* arh why small?
A: i think that the shirt quite small for me leh
Me: huh? im talking about ASS leh not your S size shirt.....
almost laugh until i flip... her expression was damn funny when i told her that it was ASS anot not the S she was thinking about. yes, she was swearing all over again. =)
Lost my keys today.
it was quite shitty for me as that bunch of keys will be damn expensive if i were to duplicate the whole set. to make things worse, 2 of they keys inside the collection are so damn precious that they are one of a kind. impossible even if i wanna duplicate it.
initially, i couldnt remember where it was placed .. however after much thoughts, the image of me placing it in the toilet flash pass my mind. YES, I WENT DIRECTLY AND COULDNT FIND IT. and YES, I STARTED SWEARING AND CURSING.
' aHH!! which bitch took my keys away?!?!! hope her vagina rots.'
okay, i was bloody anxious OKAY. after school, went to the General Office and asked... the kind soul returned my keys... thank god.... told mirah that i love the person so much that i will give that person ONE BUCK if i knew who she is.... *sorry for cursing you!!*
thank you shiying for your help. THANXS.even though in the end i found it.. still im thankful to you. so sweet of you. haha.
honestly, i feel that the school should not be so fucking stingy and engage more cleaners. the toilets stinks like fuck. dont really know what the hell people are thinking when they decided to throw their USED PADS all over the place .. its extremely obsecene and digusting.. really pity the aunties who have to face this kinda crap.
Daliah even shouted
'OIE YOU ALL PLEASE FLUSH THE TOILET AFTER USE LEH. DONT BE LAZY'
when we were in the toilet. obviously everyone laughed.
the bus that i took just now made a very big mistake that shocked everyone..
the blue arrows indicate the path that it should be travelling. the red one indicates the path that it took. everyone was shocked when the bus turned left instead of right. after noticing the expression of everyone, i laughed... because the expression was practically the same in the bus
yes, this is the expression.
=)
whatever it is, just let me be.
11.5.06
7.5.06
Believe that nobody actually bother to even check if xiaojun has new updates for her blog. apparently , she HAS. miracle has happened! go and read!! =)
been really busy after school starts that i actually realized that i no longer do things that i used to. simply just because i dont have the time and my classmates dont live around me!
i no longer...
1) hang out in the mall like nobody's business
2) eat in a mall
honestly if you were to ask me when was the last time i sat in kfc and have a proper meal that, i can track back to at least 3months ago. Yes, that is how pathetic it is.
tedious life, three more years to go ..... =)
met up with xiaojun,hongu,yixian,cecilia,chinyee and huizhen on friday. alot has happened however our jokes are still crude and funny =) love you guys so much.
after that hongu, yixian and chinyee accompanied me to queensway to buy a pair of shoes. my current school shoes is so pathetic that i find it hard to even remove my foot from it. not because the process is tough but i find it very embarrassing as my shoes has underwent extreme torn and wear process. the results was excellent! =)
spent the whole of this week reprimanding aisah. She was constantly swearing at me in whatever language she could think of.
#$%^&*(%$%^*(!@#%^&*
okay its impossible for people to believe that i dont swear. AT LEAST I DONT SWEAR TO THE EXTENT THAT I HAVE TO PUT ONE VULGAR WORD IN LIKE EVERY 20 SENTENCE.
yup and she got it from me and ... i owe her 2.50bucks for one damn week. cant seem to remember about it and for some reasons she found it hard to remind me until the very last minute.
going back to my
sleepy mood.
been really busy after school starts that i actually realized that i no longer do things that i used to. simply just because i dont have the time and my classmates dont live around me!
i no longer...
1) hang out in the mall like nobody's business
2) eat in a mall
honestly if you were to ask me when was the last time i sat in kfc and have a proper meal that, i can track back to at least 3months ago. Yes, that is how pathetic it is.
tedious life, three more years to go ..... =)
met up with xiaojun,hongu,yixian,cecilia,chinyee and huizhen on friday. alot has happened however our jokes are still crude and funny =) love you guys so much.
after that hongu, yixian and chinyee accompanied me to queensway to buy a pair of shoes. my current school shoes is so pathetic that i find it hard to even remove my foot from it. not because the process is tough but i find it very embarrassing as my shoes has underwent extreme torn and wear process. the results was excellent! =)
spent the whole of this week reprimanding aisah. She was constantly swearing at me in whatever language she could think of.
#$%^&*(%$%^*(!@#%^&*
okay its impossible for people to believe that i dont swear. AT LEAST I DONT SWEAR TO THE EXTENT THAT I HAVE TO PUT ONE VULGAR WORD IN LIKE EVERY 20 SENTENCE.
yup and she got it from me and ... i owe her 2.50bucks for one damn week. cant seem to remember about it and for some reasons she found it hard to remind me until the very last minute.
going back to my
sleepy mood.
2.5.06
Skipped the debate session today. too tired, i really want to go home as soon as possible to sit around. even if im not sleeping, this will please me and i would feel that i have at least rested. its alot better compared to sitting there for more than an hour and looking at the tensed competition.
however, as Mirah would say....
'you everyday also tired what?'
'you everyday also sleepy what?'
-.- fine lor. haha. rebutted her when she said that she kept doing wrong things for her experiment..
'you everytime also do wrongly what?'
haha
lost a bangle on the bus today. HAI. dont know what the hell was i thinking... so precious to me le and i lost it... damn..
dont ask me to buy a new one, cause it wont be the same....
Hweeleng came to school with a new hairstyle today. she was acting in a damn funny way. haha.. =) should have make fun of her more. muahaha
finally it happened... my wait is not wasted....
however i wonder if things are too late......
had an extremely sucky night yesterday. seemed that whenever i am sad, fingers are pointed to one person. that person. i hate it when you made it sound like that person is the cause of all my misery and there is nothing to say to prove that you are wrong. i hate it.
kitty.
however, as Mirah would say....
'you everyday also tired what?'
'you everyday also sleepy what?'
-.- fine lor. haha. rebutted her when she said that she kept doing wrong things for her experiment..
'you everytime also do wrongly what?'
haha
lost a bangle on the bus today. HAI. dont know what the hell was i thinking... so precious to me le and i lost it... damn..
dont ask me to buy a new one, cause it wont be the same....
Hweeleng came to school with a new hairstyle today. she was acting in a damn funny way. haha.. =) should have make fun of her more. muahaha
finally it happened... my wait is not wasted....
however i wonder if things are too late......
had an extremely sucky night yesterday. seemed that whenever i am sad, fingers are pointed to one person. that person. i hate it when you made it sound like that person is the cause of all my misery and there is nothing to say to prove that you are wrong. i hate it.
kitty.
1.5.06
Keep asking myself if the things which used to mean so much still do now?
no
that is what i will normally tell others and decieve myself with only one simple word.
really wish that things are just yes and no in this world. either the black or white, i dont want any grey areas for me to stumble and fall in.. its really diffcult for me. fearing of this, afraid of that. hope that things would be so much simple that i can either walk away and leave no marks or fall into perpetual torment world.
[i no longer wish to search for you] its tiring.
went out with judy and hongboon yesterday. it had been a long time since 3 of us got together. missed the times when 3 of us plus osborn hang out together...
things changed alot i guess. perhaps its the different issues we are facing now and we have grown up....still i had alot of fun with them even though it was tiring.
thank you..
worth.
no
that is what i will normally tell others and decieve myself with only one simple word.
really wish that things are just yes and no in this world. either the black or white, i dont want any grey areas for me to stumble and fall in.. its really diffcult for me. fearing of this, afraid of that. hope that things would be so much simple that i can either walk away and leave no marks or fall into perpetual torment world.
[i no longer wish to search for you] its tiring.
went out with judy and hongboon yesterday. it had been a long time since 3 of us got together. missed the times when 3 of us plus osborn hang out together...
things changed alot i guess. perhaps its the different issues we are facing now and we have grown up....still i had alot of fun with them even though it was tiring.
thank you..
worth.
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