29.9.06

Sarah Brightman & Cliff Richard -
All I ask of you


Raoul (Cliff)


No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you,
beside you,to guard you and to guide you.


Christine (Sarah)
Say you'll love me ev'ry waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.


Raoul
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe,
no one will find you,your fears are far behind you.


Christine
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;and you,
always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.


Raoul
Then say you'll share with me one love,
one lifetime;
let me lead you from your solitude
.Say you want me with you,
here beside you,anywhere you go,
let me go too,that's all I ask of you.


Christine
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.


Together
Say the word and I will follow you.
Share each day with me,
each night,
each morning.


Christine
Say you love me ...


Raoul
You know I do.

Together:
Love me, that's all I ask of you ...
Love me, that's all I ask of you.





love this song

anyway stubborn ass is fine. =)
one freaking stubborn ass was accidentally seen by me this morning.



stubborn ass was complaining the pain she was experiencing and deduced that she has some fucking internal injuries.



being a fucking guai lan person, i practically scream and roared at stubborn ass to go some place called HOSPITAL.



stubborn ass rejected my offer and wanted to go some chinese sinseh instead.



what the fuck!



its not that she had one fucking fall or some shit. stubborn ass met up with a car accident.


CAR ACCIDENT



the worst shit now is that i have to resort to THREATENING for stubborn ass to go hospital.


yes, i told ( more like screaming in process ) that IF SHE DOESNT WANT ME TO BRING HER TO HOSPITAL, I WILL JUST HAVE TO JOLLY WELL CALL THE FREAKING AMBULANCE HERE.


Yup. i won. stubborn ass gave in and i will bring her to hospital later.....


we shall see what is gonna happen then



hope she will be okay.

27.9.06

had this terrible moodswing today because of someone...



perhaps im crazy or something at times. i dont expect people who doesnt know me well to know anything. you should know my limits and there are things that i wont do. the last thing in this whole world that i would do is to put you in a diffcult position.....


sibian tai says that i must be outta my mind.......


!!!!!



it practically UPSET me the whole freaking day.


forget it.......

at least things are over now.......


im happy.....


are you?



blessed.

22.9.06

Friends are people whom are able to make impact in your life.


positive and NEGATIVE IMPACTS.


saw one of the impacts that friends can do to you while i was on bus today.


There was this two girls, A and B, from some ulu-ulu secondary school in jurong. they were standing behind me on the bus talking extremely loudly. ITS NOT THAT I WANNA EAVESDROP THEM OR SOMETHING. i couldnt concentrate on the show in TV MOBILE AS THEY WERE TALKING SO DAMN LOUDLY.


they were talking about the guy next to me peeping/spy/miao-ing their direction. -.-'' it was damn obvious that they are talking about him. EXCUSE ME, IF YOU THINK IM LOUD, okay your right. however i guess they were tunning around half of my volume when im in school. =)


The conversation is something like this...


A: eh, you see. that guy who is standing infront of the person who is next to me.
B: ya, i think he is looking at you
A: no, i think he is looking at you.
B: no lah, he couldnt be looking at me. i think he is interested in you.


-.-'' wah, good that the girl B has got some zi zhi zhi ming sia. as a third person, the truth was obvious to me. THAT GUY AINT LOOKING AT THEM. he was looking at his friend NEXT TO THEM, some girl who looks much much much much much better than A and B. excuse me lah, can dont think so highly of your friend anot? at that point, they were acting very ah lian. perhaps it is still 'IN' to act ah lian or something because they seriously dont look like one. guess im getting too old to understand what youngsters are thinking these days.

the conversation goes on...


A: eh, i think he knows we're talking about him
B: no lah, he dont know.
A: No lah, i think he knows.



-.-'' excuse me, you too are talking so damn loudly lah. who wont know what the hell you guys are talking about? That guy is just standing like 1 step infront of you, do you think he wouldnt know? unless he is deaf or maybe dense ( expectionally dense i guess ) that would be when he wouldnt realise what the fuck you guys where talking about.


so you see, in this way,

GIRL A WILL THINKS THAT SHE IS DAMN BLOODY PRETTY BECAUSE B HAS TOLD HER THAT SOMEONE IS INTERESTED IN HER.

which aint the case.


as time goes by, the confidence level of girl A will rise . which is good. however by the way i see it, its already in the excessive level that is becoming BHB...


she is special but not in the eyes of all. so does her beauty.



evil.

16.9.06

this is extremely infuriating....


took a bus ride home from the long hours of studies... the bus wasnt pack but there aint any avaible seat, so i was standing and holing the railings ( or whatever shit it is). the bus was very very wobbly, seriously the bus driver needs alot of training. the constant breaks was causing much irritation to me.


Then, this auntie stood up and held on to the same railing as me as her stop was reaching. the bad bus driver displayed his bad driving skill and the auntie started wobbling around. okay , nevermind, old people what , legs are weak. guess she couldnt support herself and lean her body against the bar.


the fuckin conicidence is that HER BREAST LEANED ON WHERE MY HAND WAS. TMD. i couldnt remove my hand because she was pressing so bloody hard on it.


well, i thought FORGET IT. SHE DIN MEAN TO DO THIS AT ALL.


guess she is oblivous to her actions. she did not realise that HER BREAST WAS PRESSING ON MY HANDS UNTIL I REMOVED IT. ya, maybe that was when she felt something moving away from her breast. nei nei de.

after that SHE DIAO ME. what the fuck.. and she gave me that HELLO-ARE-YOU-TRYING-TO-MOLEST-ME look.


one. I HAVE MY OWN BREAST, DO YOU THINK I WANT TO TOUCH YOURS?

two. YOUR THE ONE WHO MOLESTED MY HAND, WHY THE FUCK YOU GIVE ME THAT LOOK. I DID NOT GO SQUEEZE YOUR BREAST OR SOMTHING.

three. IM NOT LESBIAN. EVEN IF I AM, I WONT CHOOSE YOU.


what the fuck sia.


feel like i am framed or something.


AHHH
seriously, WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENIN TO KIDS THESE DAYS??


now im watching television and the discussion is about whether 5bucks a day as allowance is enough for a PRIMARY SCHOOL KID.


okay, so they had this street interview and 60% agreed that it is enough. WHAT IS FUCKING WRONG WITH THE OTHER 40%????


mind you, you are only a PRIMARY SCHOOL KID. 5bucks is too much for you guys sia. dont crap about what buying stuff and shit. my allowance used to be only 2bucks a day and i could afford to buy cds, pencils, story books and whatever shit i desired. save up lah morons. why complain not enough? im appalled sia. if you wanna buy other crap and you refused to save up, ASK/BEG from your parents. i am sure that they will be happy enough to buy that crap for you if it is useful enough.


then, there was this kid who has 20bucks a day. TMD, IM NOW 17 YET MY ALLOWANCE DID NOT EVEN GET TO 20BUCKS LOR. WHAT THE HELL. ya, im fucking jealous. i have to pay for my bus fares, lunch, books, stationaries,shoes,bags and other crap. oie, your a primary school kid leh. so why are you complaining that 20bucks a day not enough? it is not enough unless.....

1) you have to pay for your own breakfast, lunch, dinner

wait. even in this case, ITS FUCKING ENOUGH. 3meals wont take more than 20bucks? unless your using that money to buy for your parents also lah. that would be another case.


what shit sia. i guess your parents ought to do some thinking and reduce your allowance. spoilt brat sia. i dont have much complains even i get like HALF of your allowance and i am like at least 1/4 older that you are? ( im presuming that she is 12)


I WANNA EXCHANGE PARENTS WITH YOU!!


nei nei.......


PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS THESE DAYS...........................


MY GOD.

15.9.06

Mirah fell twice today. guess the second time was painful, very painful.


couldnt help but to laugh like shit today. it really cracked me up.


on the second fall, we were playing pepsi-cola. yeah, its that dumb game where you jump around and step on each other's shoe. wahahaha. okay whatever, lame or what shit. it doesnt matter.

so mirah was hopping around. i thought i saw her step firmly on the ground with her foot. guess was wrong, she fell. my immediate reaction was.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHa.


ya. thats all.


went to gym, tried on the running thingy. whatever shit it is. scare the hell outta me when marcus tried to play with the machine. he set it to be incline to the maximum. #$^&()(%$%^*()#@$^&()_!@#%&()_ i thought was gonna fall off from that machine.!! wah lan.


it was raining during physics today...... suddenly....... the thunder roared... at that point, somehow i feel that i was gonna leave the world.

perhaps that is the feelin of death bah?


me.

8.9.06

saw you and her just now. some how it did not take much for me to realise your around. one turn , there you are with her holding hands. i was shock, truely i was stunned. thought you said you hated her and you will never want to be back with her ever again.


i walked away pretending not to know and not acknowledging your pressence. yes, it was you.


my mood went diving down to the bottom. messaged you and asked if your with her. 'ya...' thats all you replied. perhaps, thats all i need to dive deeper into more torment.


no wonder you have been acting weird ... why you did not want to tell me? that you are with her once again?


made up my mind and deleted your contact in my handphone. there's a limit to the amount of pain i can take.it hurts to know that i cant do anything to relieve all the pain she put you through. i told you before that i would do anything to ensure your happiness. maybe, just maybe you thought that you will be happier with her and that all the agony she puts you through can be covered up by the happy times you two have spent.


maybe.


i wouldnt know.
whatever it is, i told myself i will stay away from you once and for all.


your flickered minded has cause pain in me


broke down in the mrt...


i dont know why. i was oppressing it so much that all of a sudden it surges out at one go.


leaveme.

6.9.06

They say ( or said. whatever shit it is...) that a picture is worth a thousand words....

so i shall stop torturing you people take a long rest from my lousy english and enjoy pictures. ( rare sia)

random pictures



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went for the straits time big fucking walk. still remember some moron wearing some idiotic lego costume walked pass and hit me. not this though...... its some black and white ugly lego


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nice mah? hehe. 90cents for one pair leh. CHEAP LIKE SIAO. thought that 2bucks a pair is the lowest i can get. THIS IS LIKE 90CENTS LE. pmsg for details. keke



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guo hao saw this today and asked ' you indian izzit?' lol. sterotype sia.


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bought this for mrs quack as a teacher's day present. did not have a chance to give her.. in the end.......

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CECILIA SPREADED VIRUS ON IT. hai. my beloved. rip last day of august 06..



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seriously this cake is damn yummy. muahaha. lujun's bday.


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korean food. damn spicy and i was reprimanded for introducing somethin so delicious yet so spicY!! ahh

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meixin and my work of art.damn her.say she can use this beautiful work of art as a tool to scare ghost off. !!

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poor thing(s) at suntec koi gardens.
a hangout for me and meixin. muahaha
we would go there and THROW food at the kois to vent our anger. yes, very hard. muhahaha

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screamed at hengling when she was picking these in school. she was taking a million years to pick these seeds up. damn slow and i kept asking her not to, i will do it for her. in the end, i pocketed all the seeds i have picked up. okay, i gave her some, coz she damn pityful.

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muahahaha

drunk

5.9.06

After blogging this entry, i shall mug like siao for today... okay, at least i would have mugged like crazy before going out.


Few days back, MISS LIM XY (acronyms used to protect her identity) asked me when the hell i want to retrieve the photos in the computer. obviously, one million years back, i went to her house and have my photos uploaded. until this point, i am still unable to get it back due to WEAK INTERNET CONNECTION and other weak shit crap.


then she made this comment......

'sweix is very zi lian ( narcistic ). out of 100 pictures , 95 pictures is hers'



........

-.-'' fine!!!!! i wont deny the fact lah.

nar‧cis‧sism  /ˈnɑrsəˌsɪzɛm/ Pronunciation Key - Pronunciation[nahr-suh-siz-em] Pronunciation Key -
–noun
1.
inordinate fascination with oneself; excessive self-love; vanity.
2.
Psychoanalysis. erotic gratification derived from admiration of one's own physical or mental attributes, being a normal condition at the infantile level of personality development.



NO I DO NOT GET EROTIC GRatification from admiring myself. its disgusting okay?


whatever it is, call me narcistic queen from today onwards.
I DONT CARE!!!!1 MUAHAHAHA.

anyone who disobey your highness would suffer and have your ugly pictures posted in my blog. muahahaha


MEIXIN U WATCH OUT HUH!!

muahaha.


im cranky...

talk to my hand

3.9.06

Went to work in this ULU-ULU place. some stupid telemarketer job. seriously i suck in doing this. only managed to make 5calls in that 1hour or so.


FUCK ALL THE CRANKY 30YR OLD MAN WHO THINKS THAT THE CALL WAS A FRAUD.

tmd, u think your so bloody rich that people want to cheat you huh? excuse me, even if you refuse to spare your worthless time , DO YOU HAVE TO ACCUSE AND SCOLD ME? what fucking fraud? ya, you and your wrinkle old ass, #$^*)@#%&()(@#%*()@#$^&


i was really pissed when some old bullshit accused me of frauding. i dont get the point. just say no if you dont want why must you occupy me with your fucking bullshit when you know i have no clue what the hell you were talking about?


ahhhh. guess i really dont understand old people.


bought my thumbdrive le. muahahah. im so damn happy =)


a million thanks to my dearest friends hailing, meixin and xiaojun. they pei wo walk around to search for my thumbdrive. muahaha.. love em.


=)

1.9.06

Yesterday was TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATIONS! Yay!!


took alot of photos and hopefully i can post it up by next week when i get my fucking thumbdrive. muahahaha. so shiying, watch out arh!! you and your stupid face. heh.


The performance was ALOT better compared to the craps i seen in my secondary school days. damn, still remember that i cant even leave a decent teacher's day performance in my heart in the last year. the performance was the WORST last year. the whole group of us was sitting there wondering when the hell the crap is gonna end and i almost fell asleep. muahaha.

.... blog later..... i wanna watch cartoons


tired.