31.10.06
wheat grass
celery
beet root
carrot
gherkin ( what the fuck is this? )
apple
orange
mango
guava
apricot
sauerkraut ( what the hell this is?)
pineapple
passionfruit
green pepper ( WHAT?)
banana ( -.-'' )
lime
result : a very creepy looking glass of green juice.
in my honest opinion, it does not taste as bad as it look.
Marigold's wheat grass and veggie fruit juice.
the colour of the drink really turns me off, i wouldnt even think of drinking it. luckily i was with this 'everything i also want to try' person. wahahaha. yeah, in the end the person bought it and insisted that i drink it.
wahahhahahahahahhaha
so bored.
yawns
30.10.06
wahaha. its been such a long time since i have since this kinda shiokness in me. wahaha. okay, other then the other time when i pon school.
went to the fucking-big-vivocity on saturday. man, that place is so freaking big. its amazing that we cant even finish going around the whole mall by the 4th hour. yes, it is so fucking big.
on the 2nd level, there is this outdoor space for family to hang out and in the middle of nowhere you will find a big pool of water.
judy is very evil. she took a picture of this girl who was playing in water with her skirt pulled all the way to her waist and exposing her panties.
-.-'' it was a funny scene.
went to my cousin's wedding thingy yesterday.
i find it very amazing that when the elder members of my family saw me, they were going..
'omg, you grew up'
its damn amazing.
seriously, what were you all expecting? that the years passed did not do some 'facinating and fantastic' wonders on me? that i remain like a primary/secondary school kid?
the truth hit me hard yesterday. i was great that i did not actually inherit much of my mom's genes in terms of height. i was standing in the middle of the room and all my aunts and even uncles were shorter than me.
what the hell?
im not even tall to begin with. thank god sia.
guess sisters think alike bah? my mom and my 4th aunt was wearing the same colour shirt and pants. it was quite cute as they look similar. wahaha
i thought that when that was done, things will be better between us. however i guess i was wrong. it remains the same, we are still very far away from each other. there is no connection or whatsoever. i was right, we are too different and the worlds we live in can never converge. so why are we expecting ? it began with silent and now its moving towards silence. so why? its hard to fight alone. perhaps.. its time to.
holdin on ?
i dont know.
28.10.06
27.10.06
that night i said it was okay. however in the end, i broke my promise and cried. i knew that you were kidding and it was very obvious that it couldnt/wouldnt happen at all. dont know why i cried, couldnt control my outbreak of emotions. holding them back seemed impossible for me..
even though it was my fault, you kept apologizing.
=)
25.10.06
Very helpless at this point of time. i dont know what to do but to stand by your side and comfort you. however the situation is obvious, no matter how much i try to make you feel better, the level of torment your going through is still the same. my presence has became redundant.
things are always like this.
when im upset or down, everything will make a 360 turn with just a few words of yours. even when i feel like shit or have the urge to screw the fucking world, you seemed to have a way..
why? so why?
why am i incapable? why dont i have the ability for this kinda thing to happen?
suddenly, i feel that being there for someone is not enough.
whats the point of being there for the person when your not even capable of making the person feel better.
i know. we are not clowns.
be positive.
22.10.06
gonna pon school tomorrow, pamper myself with 4days of holidays. muahaha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIYIN!
celebrated her birthday with her yesterday with judy and kexin. other than the fact that we ate alot of sand that landed on the cake due to the breeze and that 35minutes tedious walk to get to the food center, everything else was great. =) oh ya, and that failed attempted to buy alcohol. haha.
it was really fun. sometimes simple things can be so blissful and heartwarming, i guess it was easy to tell she truely enjoyed herself yesterday bah? wahahaha.
people, stop saying i did nothing on huizhen's birthday leh. my pressence is already a gift for her. wahaha.
i wanted to do something however i guess i was too tired, i ended up lying on every empty inch of the floor and slept. =) wahahaha. aiya, im still a student, tired lehx.
Got back my results. damn, im really an elite sia.
B-E-E-E-E-E
TMD, everything else is an E other than my mother tongue.
guess i should really start to..... sleep. muahaha
my baby loves me
15.10.06
i recieved this fucking mail at least 6 times for the last two months. its damn irritating.
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ATTENTION!!!
hey everyone, i had a look on the internet and its actually true. On the
1st of november , we will have to pay for the use of our MSN and email
accounts unless we send this message to at least 18 contacts onyour contact list.
It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.
Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18 contacts, your msn dude will become blue. please copy and paste don't forward cos people won't take notice of it.
Hey it is Andy and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one person), we only have 578 names left.If you would like to close your account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST.This is no joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks.
WHO EVER DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSEAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT >>LIST. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLAY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE
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yeah, so you click on a link that leads to a page on BBC NEWS. fine. next, you see a heading that says MSN 'to charge user fee'. great. so you read the next three paragraphs and it sort of gives you a clue about msn charging people.
SO? THEN?
will it kill for you to scroll and read more? since it concern you and your bullshit msn account?
Microsoft stresses that the site's core facilities including Hotmail will remain free.
Fees will be demanded for extra services that are now under development, such as an advanced filter system to protect email accounts from junk mail.
can read anot?
its damn fucking obvious that that email is a bullshit.
1) do you think that the people in msn will have such level of english? will they even HEY you in such an important email?
2) even if they decided to cancel accounts who did not forward that bullshit mail, do you think you have a stand a chance?
3) that news is damn fucking big if msn decided to do that. WILL THEY EVEN USE EMAIL TO CONVEY THAT MESSAGE? even if they do, DO YOU THINK IT WILL COME FROM YOUR FRIENDS AND NOT THE MANAGEMENT ITSELF?
4) its bullshit to link your own news from other websites. i suppose msn has a page dedicate to news?
SO PEOPLE, CAN READ ANOT?
dont be a fag and pain in the ass by forwarding emails like this. it makes me laugh and question about your level of intelligence. AT LEAST USE YOUR FUCKING ASS TO THINK OKAYS?
LAME.
10.10.06
8.10.06
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Greetings
I am Mr. Charles Brown, a Canadian Attorney based in Manchester, United Kingdom and the personal Attorney to Late Mr. Mark Michelle. Late Mr. Mark Michelle was a private oil consultant/ contractor with the Shell Petroleum Development Company in Saudi Arabia before his death, hereinafter shall be referred to as my client.
My client, his wife and his three children lost their life in plane clash in 2003. My several attempts to locate any of his relatives as directed by his Bank became void. I have had to make enquires with his country Embassy and none of his relatives have been traced. It may interest you to know that my client died "in testate".
PROPOSITION: I decided to contact you purely on the personal conviction of trust and confidence that we can co-operate with each other and do a very lucrative business for our mutual benefits. I want you to give me the needed assistance by allowing me to present you as the next of kin to the deceased and the beneficiary to his estate. The deceased had a deposit valued presently at (US $18,000,000) and his Bank has issued me a notice to provide his next of kin or beneficiary by will, otherwise the account would be confiscated.Already, I have set out modalities for achieving my aim of appointing a next of kin as well as transfer the money out of this country, for us to share the money in the ratio of 50% for me and 35% to you, The 5% of the fund will serve as reimbursement of expenses any of us will make in the course of this transaction. While we shall collectively donate the remaining balance of 10% to Tsunami Relief Organizations.
It is my intention to achieve this transfer in a legitimate way, all I required is your honest co-operation, confidentiality and trust to enable us see this transaction through. This is a very legal business that I am very sure of its success and is absolutely risk free.
If this proposal is acceptable to you, kindly email your following information to me;
A. Private telephone number and fax number.
B. Your postal/residential address.
C. Identification/Occupation.
Further details await you upon a positive response from you.
Yours faithfully,
Mr. Charles Brown
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seriously, this is fucking bullshit.
its something like the readers digest's ' YOU HAVE WON A MILLION BUCKS'
at least that is more convincing as compared.
fucking fraud. there's so much cases on tv, do you think people will still fall for it?
if something is too good to be true. THEN IT MUST BE.
crap.
could the lantern and candles burning contribute to the crap we are experiencing today?
no wonder there was this little font at the top left corner of the television today. kept wondering what the heck that was until my dad reminded me that we had the haze problem.
it peaked to 150 today
damn, this must be the scene if you are living in heaven. the clouds will blur the vision and it looked like somewhere nearby they have this huge fire going on. (since we are still on Earth, its the haze then)
people, lets adapt to this situation.
its always nice to plan ahead.. get used to your future living environment. hehe.
quite fucked up right now.
tmd, you no computer huh? its your dad who wants the song leh. why you so fucking selfish and push the responsibility to someone else?
YOU HAVE A DARN BOYFRIEND IF YOU REMEMBER. HIS ROLE IS NOT ONLY TO FUCK YOU MY DEAR.
get him to help lah....... not auto one leh some people. attached le still wanna flirt. THINK YOU CHIO HUH?
pissed.
its not that there aint enough problems le. still, this kinda crap keeps adding on. im pissed.
SCREW YOU PEOPLE!
4.10.06
damn. even though mrs chong gave us 'focus' to concentrate on, the 'focus' dont seemed to help at all. the damn paper was much tougher and the questions were not the ones i thought. CRAP.
physics was even worse. dont even talk abt it......
saw my neighbour ( old lady. not the young guy ) when i got home today. she was asking me.
SO NOW YOU SEC WHAT HUH?
wah. i was so delighted sia. i told her that no, i wasnt..... she went on
ORH. HIGH SCHOOL HUH?
before i can even make any comment... she was goin on and on
UNIVERSITY HUH?
-.-'' okay, thats like damn far away.
after that she said...
I LIKE SEE YOU STUDY FOR MANY YEARS LIAO LEH.
-.-'' i dont know whether she is trying to hint anything or something. of cause it seemed like ive been schooling for eternity. wasted 6 years in primary school, 4 freaking hell years in secondary school and now.
lets dont even count right now.
so for the past 10years, all she sees is me as a student.
10years is HELLA LOT SIA.
omg, did i reveal my age!!?!?!?!?
fuck.
anyway shiying says she wanna treat me seoul garden if i pass my maths. GOD! LET MY PASS MY MATHS!!
but it seemed like there is no difference, cause i have to treat her too. Yes my dear, you will pass your physics. =)
my life is great. love you.

