501th entry

i guess things have now been fast-forwarded to the circumstances from 'things will change' to 'things have changed'.

i hate to go ' last time you wouldnt but now, ......' its nothing more but mere disappointment towards things. perhaps im too used to the way you handled things that i never expected this to ever occur.

it seems that my heart is bruised and hurt quite badly this time. that thought on the event makes me feel like crying every time i reminisce it.

i'll move on, i need to be alone.
i'll be alright, i guess.

501th entry