basically i have no life right now and im stuck at home 24/7 for the entire week! damn!!!


lalalalalala~

busy

the light from my stars are dimming , slowly dying. can you please help me to light up my stars so i can see my brighter days?

it has been 100 days , yet we fall and stumbled at the most crucial time of all.

would you still remember the songs you sang?

nothing-ness fills the room while my heart has frozed.

somebody, lit up my stars please.

501th entry

i guess things have now been fast-forwarded to the circumstances from 'things will change' to 'things have changed'.

i hate to go ' last time you wouldnt but now, ......' its nothing more but mere disappointment towards things. perhaps im too used to the way you handled things that i never expected this to ever occur.

it seems that my heart is bruised and hurt quite badly this time. that thought on the event makes me feel like crying every time i reminisce it.

i'll move on, i need to be alone.
i'll be alright, i guess.

501th entry

Today marks the official 1st 'sick week' that i have. Its been close to a week and yet im not feeling any better with my cough and flu. Practically missing out all my chemistry supplement lesson. Really hope to attend ( err... truth? ) but its just that my health that wasnt doing me anything good.



The Yec meeting was boring. The talk by the lady was ZzzZzZZzZZZZ.... enriching. To me, she seems to be talking and i hear her voice, yet nothing really gets in. Everyone in the meeting room was close to half dead at the first quarter of her presentation. Huizhen and I did something really really evil but WE CANT HELP IT. ate congee in the middle of her presentation while sitting right in the centre. =X



the congee was really great, so great that we had another bowl each after the meeting for lunch. heh. dont know why things taste so great yesterday, even the applepie taste like heaven that judy and i had 2 each. wahahaha. managed to tempt huizhen to join us for one applepie after we had ours. wahahaha.

i love my sisters.

for now, i cant think about anyone else.

not now, not now.

Im sick right now and there's nothing much i can do. hai. really hate this disgusting feeling, hope it will go away soon =c so right now i will do MASSIVE EVENTS BLOGGING. let me do a list on the things im gonna blog about. =)


1) Yixian and Hongu's cooking
2) Breakfast with Dearest
3) Cap Day
4) Lia's Birthday
5) Day with dearest
6) Dearest coming to see me when im sick

Becareful, this is an extremely long entry and i have tons of pictures. lalalala~

1) Yixian and Hongu's cooking

YUP! went to yixian's house that day with hongu. i blogged about how they discriminated me and stuff. ended up blogging and playing warbook in her living room for the rest of the day. did not really help much in the cooking process. wahaha.

nothing much to say cause i wasnt helping much. just dropped by here and then to pretend that im concerned then walk off to the computer. YES I AM VERY EVIL , they are the ones who discriminated me first leh.

anyway, pictures!

Hongu demostrating to yixian.

seriously have no clue what he was doing but its clear that yixian is a good student!

1! Lay the rice on the....seaweed

2! spread the rice equally on the seaweed.

then put your ingredients on the rice

3! roll the sushi.....

ta-dah! 3 main steps to making sushi.

disclaimer: if i have missed anything, most probably i was off to play some game on the computer. muahahaha

yixian trying to mimic and recall hongu's steps...

at the end of the day, this is what we've got..

sushi, BA-KU-TEH and cha-ye-dan.

it was nice because my friends put in their effort for this meal. ( wah, damn cheesy)

after the lunch , 3 of us gathered around the computer and started looking for lame test.

(okay, confession! i did took a short nap before we gathered around the dumb computer!)

stumbled across this stupid IQ test. it said it what some 10minutes IQ test with 9 questions. bloody test that made us panic for the next 8minutes ( especially me okay? they forced me to do all the maths qn!).

guess what we have got when the test is submitted..

...........

......

....

..

.

YES, WE ARE STUPID. not only that....

THREE OF US ARE ABSOLUTE IDIOTS!

at first we were shocked by what we saw and thought that we answered wrongly. on a closer inspection, the test is out to fool us in the first place. 9 questions cannot determine your IQ level lah. why did we even fall into the trap in the first place?

we laughed at ourselves for own stupidity.

muahaha.

both of them made my day,

thanks =)

2) Breakfast with Dearest

We were supposed to meet 8am at Cityhall. the bus fucked me up and i was damn bloody late even though i left hope at 7am. In the end he had to wait for me for close to 30minutes. ='c what made things worse is that he had to leave 30minutes after i reached. so the time i managed to see him that day was Less than an hour. hai.

WHY THE BUS FUCKED ME UP!?!?!?!

still i was happy that i can see him =) heh. when i reached there, i saw my breakfast and the egg from his share. thought that he saved a small portion for me and did not pay much attention to it. started to enjoy my breakfast and caught him smiling at me all the time when i was eating my breakfast. then he finally went..

him: 'You didnt see it meh?'
me: 'See what?'

It was the egg.

this boy cut the scrambled egg into a heartshape and placed it right infront of me. perhaps it was obvious from his angle that it was a heartshape. however from where i was sitting, it looked nothing but like any other scrambled egg.

yes, thats my dearest. =)

thank you =)

even though it was a short while, i was really happy and thankful that i could see you.

just you.

3) Cap Day

WEE~ we had a fun time looking lia's present. it was decided that she will get a cap from us so all we had to do is to find a right one. its easy to find a right one.

1- pick up any random cap

2- wear it

3- START TO ZILIAN!

so here it is!! hehx.

kexin!

judy!

huizhen and me!

we had so much fun lah. cannot stop that zi-lian genes inside of us. buahhaa.

after all that, dear came to join us.

i was really happy that he was able to mix with my dearest sisters. =)

jiayou wor dear!

4) Lia's birthday

It came and went. the exciting part was when we were drinking and all the stupid things happened. sadly, no photos was taken for the most exciting part.

we had botak jones.

er the cajun chicken was fine....
FISH AND CHIP WAS BETTER!
alot of people went..........
anyway, judy was really brave on that day! buahahhaa.

=) muahaha. did not let us down. hehx.

happy birthday lia, hope you have enjoyed!

while everyone else was so drunk and went to sleep, i went for congee session with eric and jackson! yumyuM!

5) Day with dearest

the creative sales was crap, there was nothing much there. the venue was so much smaller compared to the last time and obviously there was less to see. had lunch at entertainment with dearest =)

nicie can!

attitude face. smack you arhx.

see next time you dare to pinch my face anot! hahaha.

so cute hor?? lalalala~

had a tiff after that, guess i was a little stubborn.

im happy that we are fine again. =) hehe.

6) Dearest coming to see me when im sick

he dropped by 3 days back ( yes, this is the 4th day im sick).

i appreciate what you have done because its really a long way down.

felt like an extremely spoilt brat because half of the time i managed to get your agreement to do things that i shouldnt. acted like a small little kid, i know.

thanks for giving me in all the time =)

thats all. its 3.22am now.

tata!

Im currently at yixian's house blogging while the other two ( Yixian and Hongu ) are cooking for me! heh, im quite a queen huh? they discriminated me and said most probably i wouldnt be much of a help and i am better off playing the computer. err, okay, so here i am. wahahaha.

i will upload today's picture soon but for now i will blog about the things i wanted to but was too lazy. uploaded the pictures yesterday to blogger =)


the a levels this year for me is brought with the closure of h1 lit paper. i have finally got rid of the burden inside of me, THANK GOD.

Good bye Othello, good bye pride and prejudice.

these two books can finally be thrown behind , at least till i get my results bah.
All i can do now is to enjoy my life and PLAY!!! yes! this is a bloody busy year due to the h1 exams. i was almost killed during the process and the whole journey is a good test of my anger management and patience. after everything, it only proved something. im seriously lacking both aspect and i need to work harder on it. wahahaha.


HOLIDAYS is a good time to catch up with alot of people that i am missing. buahahahahha.

Hailing, meixin and xiaojun.

kept saying that we are going to meet and plan. in the end nothing actually came out, so right now i will try my best to arrange and hopefully can meet them up bah? wahaha.

yixian,hongyou and kexin.

others that are missed but i dont have their pictures

JIAHUI!!

LIYAN!

LUJUN!

ERIC!

JIAYU!

JUDY LIM

AND BLAH BLAH BLAH

coz i cant think of any right now

and of course, i miss my dearest sisters.

gonna meet them up on friday. i know we are going to have alot of fun =)

HE ROLLED A BLOODY CHAIR OVER MY FOOT AND SCRATCH MY NAILS. then later my nails fall off a few days later.

he seemed nonchalent about it and said that it was nothing!

YES YOU!

YOU YOU YOU YOU

CRUEL XIAO PI GU!

I MISS YOu!

HAHAHA

Went karaoke session at the community centre with two of my sisters. We are members of the youth club and ITS FREE!!!

To be honest, the place is damn classy and nice lah. VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE. its really better than k-box and party world. there's like one screen, one flat tv and thoes small tv on the stand for people to see the mv/lyrics when they are singing on the stage.
if you think

'like that only what..'

BITCH! you are wrong. they have neon lights, two freaking couch, one freaking bar, three freaking mics and some bloody great speakers.

okay, sometimes life is not about good and great things. there's one tiny glitch for this, the songs provided is so damn old that most of it we never heard before... but we still manage to enjoy ourselves with the disc that lia brought and sang some of the old songs... wahahhaa

the best thing is ......

i get to spend time with two of my beloved sisters. ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST SAW THEM! wahaha

went crazy that day and sang until i was dead tired.......
BUT BEFORE THAT!

cam-whoring session.... =)

she looked like some bloody pervert here. heh

SHE LOVES TO SING! WEE~

okay, i just cannot get the pictures right. my face kept getting cut.

by the way, i love this picture. her expression looked so natural!

Lia lia lia lia =)

overall the thing was fun and enjoyable. blehz.

anyway i lost my ez link card ( again ). my twenty bucks flew away le. HAIX

Recently ive been extremely no life and live in my own world. blog entries is all about mr lorrylongcar and mr lorrylongcar and mr lorrylongcar. okay, perhaps a little bit about life and others , then back to mr lorrylongcar.

IM VERY SICKENING RIGHT? wahaha

since i have no life le, i might as well continue to be no life and carry on blogging about mr lorrylongcar.

HAPPY MAH ? Voyeur!!!

met him up yesterday and went to the hawker centre opposite of vivocity.

vividly recall the last time he asked me to bring him to a hawker centre. in the end i brought him to a coffee shop. he told me that it wasnt a hawker centre.

YES, I ASKED A DAMN STUPID QUESTION

' then what is a hawker centre?'

guess i shocked him and he frozed for a few seconds. i seriously didnt know the difference btween coffeeshop and hawker centre. i really wonder how he can stand someone who is being so stupid. simple things like that and i seemed to have a big problem getting it correct.

anyway, pictures!

we had kfc for dinner.

had some problems communicating with that china girl who was serving me. its either that my hearing problems are getting worse or that her accent killed her. kept going 'huh? huh? huh?' when she talked to me. finally i gave up and smiled at her, totally cannot understand what the fuck she was talking.

lorrylongcar gave me that look again when i was taking his picture.

SEE HIS FACE!!!!

so qian bian!!

he did something smart...

TRYING TO COVER HIS FACE WITH THE FISH BURGER.

BUAHAHAHAHA...............................

I KNOW YOUR FACE BLOODY SMALL AND TINY LAH. TOO BAD, THE FISH BURGER SMALLER LAH.

CANNOT COVER UR FACE.

baby, you can run but you cannot hide. BUAHAHAHAHA

the day ended really badly.

you are my life and i cannot take my own life away.

by the way, my dad bought this cd package for the cancer foundation. feel like slapping his face, kept fluanting that stupid book infront of me. MY DAD IS SO BLOODY RICH. kns, that stupid package consist of

2 dvds

1cd

1 shirt ( dry fit)

one towel

one small book

and it cost 70 freaking bucks. totally not worth when...

CD - consist of songs sang by 4 old man

DVD - 1st dvd : 2 mv of the songs sang by the same 4 old man

-2nd dvd : like some cooking show

BOOK- totally a exercise and cook book combination

lets dun even talk about the shirt and towel. totally ugly.

of course my dad argued that its for a good cause, singapore cancer foundatioN!

arggghhh!!! this man can splurge 70bucks like that and nag at me nonstop for just getting 5 bucks!!!

this man is my dad.

cute right? arhh!!

i love my boy

i love my dad.

ive got this selfish thought right now.

Im addicted to him all over again =) VOYEUR!!

I was damn idiotic. mr lorrylongcar ( yes, its my nick name for him) kept calling me voyeur when i tried to take his picture. yeah, initially i do not know what the fuck it meant and hence the smartest move i thought was to LAUGH WITH HIM.

my smart move = stupid move

taken from dictionary.com

voy·eur (voi-yûr')

A person who derives sexual gratification from observing the naked bodies or sexual acts of others, especially from a secret vantage point.

KNS. he gave me such a bad term yet i lauged with him. if i were him i will laugh even harder because that idiot right infront of me is laughing at her own stupidity.

come to think about it..............

HE DID LAUGH HARDER WHEN I LAUGHED !!

i do not get sexual gratification hor. not from you at least. WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

despite my stupid act and stupidity, the only good thing i did was to ignore his comment and continue taking his picture like nobody's business.

until we reached a stage when he completely ignores my actions.......

that sian face. -.-

headed off to bukit timah for dinner. the stretch of shophouses opposite of beauty world. only been there twice for lunch the whole of last year even though my school was a stone throw away.

yumyum. we had zhu chao!

it was really really yummy. almost everything was yummy besides that plate of hor fan that dearest ordered. kept telling him that it tasted like it had been dropped on floor and picked up before it was served to him.

wahahahaha. who ask him to comment my fish burger taste like crap when we were at mos burger. by the way, their fish burger really taste like crap, dont buy iT~!!

i ka0bei-ed nonstop about my desire to play pool. he finally gave in and brought me to this ulu ulu building. the journey there seemed to be taken from some ghost movie, the dark park with poor lightings, scary trees and big freaking drain that has no end to it.

as we were walking on the dark path, i asked him

'darling, is this considered romantic or scary?'

'romantic bah'

okay, then i must be a damn piece of shit. throughout the whole journey, i acted like we are going to be attacked by some ghost any time. started to hold his hand tighter and babble nonsense. perhaps it was really childish and stupid to be acting like this.

he smiled and brought my hand closer to him.

'dont be afraid, im here wif you'

that moment really touched me, felt really blessed to have someone to be standing by me at the darkest moment. the whole situation is symbolic to some point of my life, he was there for me. when i needed that hug , that hand to hold onto , he was there. in front of him im cannot pretend that im strong, he is able to see right through me.

thanks for everything my dearest.

my darling shiying is...... i dont know what the hell she is doing.

sales anyway

http://paperstarss.livejournal.com/

do go and see bah. whahaah

final goodbye to my dearest friend, pw. with the handing in of last assignment, insights and reflection, everything has finally ended. even though my year of experience with you is shit and i feel like strangling,stabbing,throtling,kicking,stamping and do everything bad to whosoever that created you, this experience had made me learn alot. im not thankful but i think my views on people have changed quite abit. ive learnt not to take alot of things for granted and i am able to differentiate good and bad teachers. obviously my classmates would know what the hell im talking about..

The condition of my skin is crappy right now, im going from bad to worse.

1) DARK EYE RING

2) ONE FREAKING BIG PIMPLE NEAR MY NOSE

3) MY NOSE!!!

4) OVERALL SKIN IS .00000000000001/100000

i guess stress can really make someone's skin go really bad. lol forget it, my skin is like shit to even begin with. not much difference to be exact. so lalalalalalaa~

addicted to warbook in facebook at this moment... yes, its a bloody bad addiction and i want to kick it off soon.... hoping to close my facebook soon bah..................... lalallala~

im a boring piece of shit.

dont talk to me.

Life has been a slut recently. been preparing so hard for the bloody A levels and its driving me crazy.



Chinese was really crap. i was very worried that i might not be able to write anything decent. afterall, its been a long time since i have touched chinese...

thank god that its over on monday. im hoping for a distinction for it..................... i will scream like crazy if i dont get the A that i want. YES, i know that 2 years ago i was kao bei-ing about getting A for my O levels chinese. end up getting a bloody B3 for it. AHHHH DAMN. i have to get my distinction this time. The last chinese lesson that we had before our actual exam.

it was kind of crap and half of the time i was playing tennis on my handphone. wahaha

Me expert okay...... soon lah.

shiying WATCH OUT!

GOt really bored and drew this.
and yes, she is like this all the time.

been acting like a slave for project work after and even before my chinese paper. its basically pissing me off, driving me crazy and tiring me up like crazy. my energy has been drained out from me. seriously i have no clue how many times i got fucked up over this crap. damn it.

preparation for oral presentation.

that whole time was hell.

My cramps almost killed me that day.
The only thing that was good is the hot milo. drank 2 cups and it eased my pain. thank god.

Finally! the misery ended today.

good bye late nights doing all my crappy pw-related things...

did kinda crappy for my presentation today. at least stoned for 1 minute thinking how to answer the impromptu question.

forget it, its all over.

went off to mac and crap after everything

wahaha. jiahui i love yoU!