im going through that again, i hate it.

im in the state of solitude, i didnt choose it but im forced to be like this. guess my only friend right now are my tears.

the presents will stay with me for a long long time because there are too much uncertainty. seems like the answer i have for every question would be ' i dont know'.

maybe its better this way, im learning. im learning about the art to think about the future. its like spending money, there is no control of it until i master the true art of management.

im alone.