almost burst out into tears of anger when my last hope was dashed. i was really pissed and irritated by myself.

promised her that i would be there to watch but i have failed to keep my promise once again. i hate to disappoint her but the truth just hit right into my face. i was walking to no where and felt like crying to think about how she might feel.

dear was affected by my mood swing.


had a small quarrel, i wanted to touch his back and apologise to him. my pride stopped me.

i hate my pride and ego.

hai,

i hope everything is fine.

hai