sometimes i wish that...

...you would pay a little bit more attention on the things that Ive said. I'm getting older and it has become a torture to repeat myself time and time again.

...your wandering eyes would just fix on me. after all, I'm the one who had promised eternity with you.

...that things would become simpler so that we would not be distracted.

...we would hold a little tighter. the world is filled with wonders and we might get too fascinated that eventually we lose track of each other.

...our hearts can merge as one, misunderstandings would decrease and there would be less mind-guessing games.

...we would feel each other with our heart and soul. everything else in the world would falter and fade away one day but only the true self of one would remain strong.

...your memory would be better so that all the promises made would be kept.

...my presence in your heart would be deeply rooted that you will think about me and the things we did when your unhappy and that would be the reason enough to make you smile.

to you:
there's nothing but the most sincere love for you. your the one who saved me from all that misery i have caused myself. when i reflect about how my past, it became so unworthy because your the one who showed me what love is. you hang onto me after all the hardships, i understand its not easy because we are so different in all the ways. yet as time goes by, all the differences had become into similarities, we've tried to accept, embrace and adapt to each other.

i love you like i never did before.
hearts