[Verse 1]

Want to but I can't help it
I love the way it feels
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'd stop everyday, knowing that I won't

[Hook #1]

I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt and I'mTaken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it

[Chorus]

And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because...Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

[Verse 2]

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done
Only concern is the next time,
I'm Gon' get me some
Know I should stay away from 'cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession, won't let me leave

[Hook #1]I've got a problem and I (don't know what to do about it)
Even if I did I don't know if i would quit
But I doubt and I'mTaken by the thought of it
And I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move...but I like it

[Chorus]

And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because of you (all because of you)
And it's all because of you (all because of you)
So, and it's all because...
Never get enough
She's the sweetest drug

[Hook #2]
Ain't no doubt
So strung out
Ain't no doubt
So strung out
Over you, over you, over you...
because of you and it's all because of you never get enough
she is the sweetest drug
she's the sweetest drug...


that's how im feelin'

Im on Mc once again. Signing out of school was really crappy yesterday and i almost had a small argument with the bloody security guard lah. just because of one small issue, i had my date written wrongly.

wtf, i am sick okay. of course i would have higher chances of making mistake lah. went on telling him he could check that list in the office. he insisted that i go back and get somebody to sign my card just to acknowledge that mistake.

siao.

i wont walk back hor, im sick leh.

early morning got really pissed off by this.

then i realise i forgot to bring my wallet, no lunch for me. arrghh. next was my mom, so ridiculous lah she.

boo~

im so bored.

crap.

do maths.

i miss yyq.
i miss yyq.
i miss yyq.
i miss yyq.
i miss yyq.



i miss yyq.

wee~

im broke. feel like im running away from reality, i dont even have the courage to check my bank account.

damn.............. please dont drop below THAT MARK.

tired.

wee~

Yes, im at home again. still very sick and feeling weak from that medication im taking.



need to start my work today!



concentrate my mind on the



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1 hour of massive blogging and then im off to my work. so many things has to be done today. =)

My birthday

Had a really really really simple dinner with mrlorrylongcar. he started the nonsense of thinking of treating me something really good. perhaps he really meant it but it was the first day of chinese new year, where can you find really expensive diner?

walked around suntec and settled for swedsens in the end. wee~ saw wahidah leh, she was working there. haha. i was really cock lah.

we knew what we wanted to ordered and waved to this waitress. for some reason she was standing infront of us but refusing to walk close. then she kept pointing and looking at this direction. i was really puzzled lah and i gave that stupid expression of mine. until lorrylongcar told me that somebody was calling out for me.

it was wahidah.

damn, i must have been damn kuku.

that buay song face of his.

give me that stupid face again.

ate earthquake with him. eat to a stage where both of us feel like vomiting. it was so so so so big lah. worse is that there is this kuku flavour in the set that tasted like coffee..

eeee..... i simply refused to eat the icecream on that side and push everything to him. hahaha.

JIAYU

Cute rite?

guess i have been a bad person and i have taught him something really bad.

the art of distortion.

lorrylongcar told me he hated something the most,

people pinching his face.

well, since he hate it, i shall challenge it then. wahahaha.

it started out with something like this.....

then this...

he began to fall in love with pictures of his face kanna distorted lah. hahaha. it was so so so so so damn cute. he even laughed with us when he saw the picture.

ta-dah!

i like this picture, i can really imagine how dearest will look if he had a son =)

soon i guess. hehehe.

okay, back to jiayu. things got so bad about the art of distortion that when i flash out my handphone, he would do this.

perfect.

almost perfect.

let me help u uh. hahaha

his new watch that dear and i gave for his birthday. expensive okay?

ta-dah. damn cute lah him.


escape

never even thought that i have the courage to go escape and yet i did with my lorrylongcar.

it started really bad for both of us.

i was mad at him for the 100th time ( according to lorrylongcar's calculations).

the weather was so bloody bad.

i screamed at almost every first ride that i took as it was so bloody scary for me. almost thought that i was going to die when i was on priate ship.

that god they have this really nice go-kart that was less challenging. still it was really scary lah, especially for the solo one.

went for it the first time and decided to go again. it was really fun.

he took the wheels the first time and i took it the second time.

wee~
self-proclaim good driver. hehehe.

the kuku mind of mine decided to challenge lorrylongcar something.

to take the pirate ship and not scream or shout throughout the whole experience. if he wins, he gets a free aijisen meal from me.

if he lose, THEN HE LOSE LOR.

i really have a fucked up brain leh.

he decided to go for the challenge.

see that nei nei face, like that also can win?

damn.

then we tried the kid's aeroplane, no kick sia. hahahaa -.-

tired faces.

manage to win a bear for myself.

wee~ cute rite~

dear and my bear.

fun day at escape. hehehe.

nei nei was so good at daytona that he was crowned the first for the advance level.

aiseh, not bad huh?

v-day

recieved the most number of presents for v-day this year. it was really special lah. thanks sweeties for all the nice things.

hengling.

vicky

farhana

grace.

great tradition in school to give friends presents. hehehe. afterall, v-day can be shared with friends also mah. lalala.

then of course presents from dearest.

he forgot to remove the price tag.

earings!

i was nagging nonstop at him about the price of this pair earings.

very expensive for simple earings like this. he said it was crystal leh.

good thing that everyone was commenting how sparkling the earings are.

did the photo just dazzled you? hehehee.

neinei tried to trick me with this cake. he wanted to take a picture of me biting this towel cake. good thing i did not fall into the trick. if not he will think im really that dumb and will think of more ways to trick me.

wait long long lah.

its my turn soon, you watch out.

by the way, had a great evening with sisters on v-day. really happy to see all of them and they have change their styles sia. hehehehe.

pretty pretty =)

wee! i have finish blogging earlier than expected.

hehehe.

off to work!

Feeling all so weak and dizzy right now. It seems so wrong to take medicine as it made me so weak but if i dont take medicine the discomfortness is killing me.

gosh, i really dont know what to do.

its gonna be 6 months soon, we are going very very strong =)
looking back at things, i have to say it wasnt easy. perhaps this girl of his is not that great. i have been making things so hard for him and making his life really tough.

i love you baby, i really do.
its been such a long time since i tell you how i felt inside. =)


loves.

almost burst out into tears of anger when my last hope was dashed. i was really pissed and irritated by myself.

promised her that i would be there to watch but i have failed to keep my promise once again. i hate to disappoint her but the truth just hit right into my face. i was walking to no where and felt like crying to think about how she might feel.

dear was affected by my mood swing.


had a small quarrel, i wanted to touch his back and apologise to him. my pride stopped me.

i hate my pride and ego.

hai,

i hope everything is fine.

hai

since you said i dont care about you. tell you what, go hang out with all the people who cares. the people who cares about you so much to make you drunk and vomite.

cool right?

tell you a better news, why not stay with them forever and be a drunken for the rest of your life, why not huh? its really none of my concern because you choose to be like this.

remember all the words that came out of your mouth, i bet you mean them so well.

since i dont care and ill treat you right? go be with them forever lor.

i dont mind, i really dont.

just get out of my sight.

when you have chosen this path, what were you thinking about?


re-think

Computer has been down for a long long long long time. everything just recovered yesterday and i was so happy that i am able to surf the net and stuff.

dearest has been a good boy, he pei me studied until 11pm yesterday. basically he just sat there and did nothing.

there's chemistry paper tomorrow, not in the mood to study because there seems to be no point for it.

wee~

im able to see sisters tomorrow!

im enjoying my life.

loves my boy.