Its scary how greed is able to consume one's moral values. Worse when the greed morphed into ignorance and selfishness in one. It would be more suitable to say that it didn't morphed, some people just choose not to see it and pretended that all the excuses are correct.

My reasoning became your excuses, your excuses are bullshit to me.

The worst is that you not only hurt the people whom had loved you unconditionally, you have also hurt everyone else who loved them. I always said that i wouldnt think that you are 'kelian', your just simply 'kebei'. do you even bother to find out the difference? i guess not. you do not deserve all the sympathy others gave you. YOUR THE REASON WHY YOUR IN SUCH A SORRY STATE.

guess you will always stay the way you are, blaming everyone else but yourself for all the failures n mishap you experienced. so stop shedding your crocodile tears infront of me. i promised myself to remain unmoved no matter what happens, i gave up on you. everything that i owe you had been returned. for all the disappointments, torment, pain and tears that you caused, it was all the installments for what i owed you.

just stop saying that you love me the most, how come you are always hurting me then?

thats the end, life goes on.