Life is in a mess.

It appears that im sinking into a deep pool of misery and at the same time im pulling you in. Im sorry. theres nothing much i can do for myself, my life is being controlled and im the joke over here. i hate it and i cannot do anything.

its only the 14th day of the month and i spent ALL my allowance. Now living on credit and hopefully things will get better........ I need $$$!!

blah blah blah blah..

anyway lia has went into tekong there was NO CALLS, NO MESSAGE from her since yesterday. She promised and THERES NOTHING! kns.................................person.

tired.
time for maths