Yesterday, dearest mentioned that he felt that i have changed alot in the one year plus that we have been together. He said that i used to call and 'niao' him whenever he delayed in calling me. Whether he was just taking a short breather after work or for whatever reasons, i would call and scold him impatiently for the delay. Thankfully i have changed.

Though i cannot remember all these that had happened but i have no doubts about it. That was the type of person that i was and i remembered vividly that whenever i scolded him, i would say that i did it because he is important to me. it was exactly how i felt back then, because i care thats why i will say something. Looking back, i dont really understand how my boyfriend is able to tolerate all these and still stuck with me through all these times.

many things had happened and i finally thought it through. there are things that i let go and never wanna take them back. Ive made my decision and true enough, im alot happier. ive threw everyone who did not cherish the chances away and use the energy to love everyone else who loves me. im not angry, i cannot even be bothered to.

indeed, the new gained perspective has made me cherish and love others more. =)

i need to work harder, i fought for the chances.

thanks to all.

loves!