3.8.09

blogger has turned its back on me again. the posting mode was okay when i last blogged but now i guess it has revert back to its old self. well, i can only wait.

met up with lia today =)) its been awhile since i last saw her. nothing much has changed but huizhen has fly our aeroplane again. wtf? its a day with all the loves in my life. LIA,HONGU,YIXIAN,WENGHUA =)) the meetup wasnt too long but i enjoyed their company. its great to know that everyone is doing fine. thats the most important thing.

after that i went over to the SOME shop. got fooled by the gimmick and i do not like it. felt like a wasted trip and effort, dearest and i agreed that we have been fooled. we walked away like idiots after staying at the shop for like 10seconds? hahaha. decided to go take a look at the new ion shopping mall. IT WAS REALLY REALLY HUGE.

recieved a message that i wasnt needed at anymore. it kind of upsets me because i thought everything was doing great. i even bought a gift for the little one and i wanted to ask the other about things. there were plans for changes and things i wanna do for them. im disappointed but nevertheless, it was an enjoyable experience. it could be a good thing! im having more time for myself and less overworking. haha

things happened again today. when i first heard of it, there are 101 mean things that i almost blurt out. i controlled my emotions and cooled myself down. maybe im really like this, i have nothing good to say about people that hurted me. hurling nasty words and having heated arguments are just part of who i am. thankfully im able to keep it down today and think positively.

its 4.02aM

wish me luck!

PRESS ON!!