It's a long wait.

3hours and 37mins more to go for the final check up before we head home. Been at this place for the last 4 hours, my mind is filled with thoughts about what a loser I am. How could I have missed the signs? Whenever you complaint about the pains, I would just treat it as another attempt of yours to get me to give in.

Your eyes was teary when you saw me walking into the room. It pains me to see you in this state. I wished I could take ur pain away,

It's a long night,

I'm sorry for failing to take good care of you