Dad, she threw the lamp shade that you made for guan yin. I cried really hard and long when I saw it. Dad , there won't be anymore chance for you to customise all these things anymore. Why always take a piece of you that is important and throw it away?

I wished I owned the place and everything will still be in the same way you left it. Each day here only breaks my heart more. Your precious are slowly being thrown away heartlessly.

I miss you so much everyday. If your life can be restarted, please lead in a different way. Even if I no longer exist, I will still be happy as long as you are.

You are always on my mind dad. Now and forever.