17.3.16

Hey dad

I dreamt about you again. Tried to pretend that I didn't see you but in the end I couldn't help but to go and look for you. You were standing at the bottom of some steep steps. Saw your tears when I called out for you.

It's my fault, that's all I said.

You tried walking away and my weak hands couldn't hold you tight enough. Just when I thought I was gonna lose you again, yongqiang grab your arm and managed to stop you from walking away...

Then, I woke up.

Dad I miss you. Please be alright.