It is clear that Judy was and is still very upset by what i have told her. Judy, i can see it through ur eyes, its filled with emotions. i see hatred towards me when i said it. im kidding, i cant. all i can say its that i know you are really upset about it, so i have decided not to even touch on that topic again. =D if you are happy, i will be too. bless you.!

i was caught by Ms Agnes Teo, the big face freak yesterday because of some stupid ear sticks and studs. i was wearing black ear sticks in the first hole and ear studs on the second.

i knew that we are not allowed to wear ear sticks for some god-dammit-who-knows-what-the-hell reason and only allowed to wear one pathetic pair of ear studs which diameter cannot be more than 2mm? I heard from Fazilla many million years ago that we are only allowed to wear that pathetic pair of ear studs on the first hole, the one right at the bottom no matter how many holes you have pierced. yes, i was busted. I knew i was wrong.

so when that big face freak caught me, she made me take ALL the ear sticks and studs off. she asked me questions. my natural reaction - ignore. i basically ignored everything she asked until she was quite fed up and said ' Answer me!'

i was extremely elated when people around me made fun of her today. it was some stupid teacher's day programme where a baby photo was shown and you have to guess who was the teacher.

when it came to Ms Agnes Teo's picture, everyone was guessing who the hell was that. honestly, the face of the baby was quite big.after the answer was revealed, i heard comments like..

' Aiyo, her face is all the way big one'
'The baby fat have not go off le'

and obviously some other crap. i laughed until i almost cried.

i woke up late today. my dad scolded me when i tried borrowing money from him just to take taxi to school, BUT THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I DID THAT. he claimed that i kept taking cab to school and that is the reason why i spent so much money. there was instances that i have went out of house around that time. I DID NOT TAKE CAB JUST TO GET TO SCHOOL BEFORE!!

anyway i took cab to school today. FUCKING TAXI DRIVER. spoil my morning.

further spoilers

i felt that the whole celebration was crap, besides the guess who the teacher is thing. others were damn boring. however, it is an effort made by the SCs bah. i did not complain much about it in school. wasted my 4bucks taxi fare, i should have skipped school and stay at home sleeping.

tried to get into the primary school around 4plus. drove out of the school by the security guards and guess what they told us.

'come back next year lor'

WHAT THE FUCK! We are already sec4 and will be graduating this year. NEXT year, who the hell will want to go back to PRIMARY SCHOOL? we will be swarming back to our secondary schools!

it was good that there were things to brighten me up.

met up with primary school friends. they are extremely nice people. i did not realized it when i was back there. wah, thank god i realized it before it was too late.

-HEH-

Changed my skin....

I almost couldnt take it.....
It hurts...............................
you sensed that something was wrong..
crap



De- Love

Went to the VARK programme yesterday.

it was fucking boring. i thought i was gonna die of boredom. the time took to travel to SRJC was definitely more than the total duration of the course. i should have skip the stupid programme and stayed at home to sleep. kinda waste my time. even though i knew what time of LEARNER i am, i wouldnt change the way im studying. the worst was that speaker did not elaborate how my type of learner should study!! crap.

I guess the people around you will really affect the way you think. Ive become more subjective and less objective. perhaps it is time for me to use more of my brains and not listening to what people says.

RICE

I closed the tagboard. I can almost see the picture and the conflict that it will cause if i dont do anything about it. Judy, he is my friend lah, so no worries. Thank You JUDY!!

Anyway, Judy a friend of mine also thought that majong was for old people. he was really shock to know that my circle of friends play the majong. HAHA.

When we were told to keep the artifact today ( whether we had completed or not ) , i laughed. i saw my pathetic artifact which has bits and pieces here and there. others had ALMOST or at least half finished product. MINE? Looked like it was taken out from some junkyard. haha.i dont really want to think about it. Ive been working in that damn workshop for the whole fucking week and staying around 6plus each day.

Many people knows about my dream. While other wants to go to BLAH BLAH BLAH course in BLAH BLAH BLAH poly or jc. i have a stupid wish which i know that will never come true.

I want to go JC and then get married when im 18. then i want to get pregnant the same year and when i am taking my A levels, my water breaks. im already 16 and it really seemed that each day pass is one day i am further away from my dream. anyway its a fucking ridiculous event to be even dreamt about.

i dont know how many times i was 'suan' by people.

mostly about...

which ghost would ever want me.
whether i can go JC.
i dont even have someone right now.
even if i get JC, will they let someone pregnant to take A levels?

the last thing really set me thinking. IF right now, someone in the school gets pregnant, will they be able to take their National Exams? we are already 16 and sex is legal. Will the school allow us to take even though we are pregnant legally? HMM...

im really an irritating person who gives thoughts about nearly every shit in the world, besides me studies. HEH

RICE

The date due for the DnT coursework is tomorrow. I have not finish the bloody artifact even up till today. -.-''

i nearly broke Azmil's artifact again today. I broke it once a few days back when i was playing with the doors. the hinges came off. today i nearly broke his electronics.

HE SMIRKED WHEN HE ASKED ABOUT MY ARTIFACT.

aiya, i was holding onto this piece of metal and it looked like i have not done anything. -.-

When we were doing on our artifact, Fazilla came in and exclaimed

'LOOK AT WHAT EDDIE LAU IS WEARING'

okay lah, have to admit. I was damn shock when i saw it. The DnT room is just beside the stupid field and obviously everything was clear. ( Even saw some half- naked guys playing in the field yesterday.) Today was worse, saw a group of ... middle age? old? older? men playing soccer. It was our male teachers.. -.-'' One minute i saw Mr Amin in the DnT assisting people, the next he was outside in the fields.. FAST LEH.

A few days ago, i saw something ridiculous. IM NOT KIDDING.

i was buying my lunch/ dinner ( it was kinda late and i still did not have my lunch. i dont know what the hell it is called.) i was queuing up and waited. There was a line beside me and this young girl was ordering her food. after ordering the cashier turned to pack her food.

honestly i think there must be some problems with that girl or she dying to SHOW OFF her talents or she must be bloody bored...

SHE DID SPLITS ON THE FLOOR.

yes, i mean splits.
YES, I MEAN IT.

after that, she was on the ground and complained that she is bloody short. -.-''

i was bluffed. i couldnt believe what the hell i saw.

it was damn scary anyway.

the stupid english remedial that Ms Karasi arranged for us is.... bloody boring. i almost slept and my eye lids could barely open. it's really amazing as i dont sleep in classes/lessons or anything. see how power the Trainer was?

I heard you, idiot.
Whether to repond to you.
Its my choice.


Moronic You.

Happy Birthday Judy!

I was prepared to be chased home once again. However, this shit did not happen even though i had sore eyes. WHY THE HELL??? xiaojun and me was planning and dreaming about the situation whereby we were chased home because of our bloody sore eyes. Then we will take our breakfast before going home. THE PICTURE WAS PREFECT. however, i guess the teachers had shit in their eyes or something. couldnt see the fucking sore eyes we had. SO bobian, stayed in school.

blah blah blah...

I laughed really hard today. Extremely hard. I thought i was gonna die of laughters.

Went back to school this afternoon. at first i had plans of doing some coursework then go home. When i got there, nobody was in the Dnt room. so i went all the way to cafeteria. Saw some classmates and they were telling me that there will be an English course at 2.15pm and blah blah blah happened.

found myself sitting in the 3E classroom and after some introduction, the trainer began to explain things. then a question was posted about inference.

' What can you infer if you see a man with young face and grey hair?'

I guess it was really clear what the answer was. However, for some reasons, nobody wanted to say the so-called 'correct' answer and started crapping.

It came stupid answers like....

' he had some diseases'
'he inherited from his parents'
'he dyed his hair'
' he used wrong shampoo'

-.-

they were crapping until the trainer was a little bit frustrated. it was really funny. i laughed until my tears started to roll down. heh.

after the course, went to find Mr Lau. couldn't find him anywhere. HE SURELY GO HOME AND SLEEP ONE. haha.

went to DNT room after that. Xiaojun and me was chased off by Mr Ong. i wanted to bring my material and later go home to polish. for that , i was being reprimanded. #$^&(O)#$%^&*()@#$%^&*() WHAT IS WRONG WITH BRINGING IT HOME!?!?!?!

Anyway, i think im skipping school tomorrow. Even though i have no MC but it really doesnt matter.

1) No point going and take some stupid Mock Exam. I have already skipped 4 damn papers. Even if i took the other 2, WHAT FACT CAN IT CHANGE? I MISSED THE DAMN ENGLISH PAPER.

if i did not take English, it meant i scored ZERO.

FAIL ENGLISH = FAIL EVERYTHING

2) Even i went, most probably im gonna be chased home AGAIN. i dont really want to wake up, waste my time and in the end I HAVE TO GET MY ASS OFF THAT SCHOOL. i rather sleep until noon and wake up. dont wanna waste my precious time.

3) BULL SHIT SCHOOL. FUCK IT.

BLEH.

i waited again.
disappointed.

They forced me home today.

even if there aint much struggle and im really happy to get my ass back home, i still considered it as FORCE. i dont know why but it seemed to be like the trip home was damn long... very long.. i felt like it was eternity.

when my dad saw my eyes yesterday night, he questioned why the hell i wasnt using egg to rub it.

What the hell? it's SORE EYES, not some wound okay?

Ive Waited.
History repeats itself.

Conversations that make you go..... ( OH MY GOD!! SO BHB)

Conversation #1
Me ( trying to ask a favour) : You today very handsome le!
Hongyou : Im handsome everyday what.

-_______________________________________-''

Coversation #2

Me : Oie your singing so lousy. how come your in choir huh?
Hongyou: I dont get into choir because of my voice. My looks also can hor.

-_______________________________________-''

Conversation #3

( this time i dont even have to say anything)
Idiot : I have the voice of Jay Chou and looks of Edison chan... ( the chain continues....)

-_______________________________________-''

Conversation #4

Me: You are very disgusting.
Idiot : No, do you know how many went crazy because of me? Hollywood wants me to be in their movie. When i get famous the girls would be crazy and all over me... ( the crap continues...)

-_______________________________________-''

Conversation #5

Me: Your sister looks alot better than you. Not like you...
Yixian : I Zhou Qi Zhi Lu Xian k? Im different.

-.-

.......

Congrats me!! congrats me!!

ive just finished 3 out of the 30 maths question given!! so much for everything huh? the homework is due 2 days later. im really certain that i cannot finish all that in time. guess im gonna use the old tactic again to pass off that i completed everything. HAHA.

i dont really know why the hell i was enjoying myself in the Cultural Expressions the last 3 years. Perhaps i was there physically participating in it and that is why it is so enjoyable.

Honestly today i detested it. I felt that the emcees were just wasting my fucking time by talking crap. I was damn irritated. The place i was sitting was bloody hot and i couldnt really see anything clearly. Now then i realized how the seniors felt sitting up on the gallery. Fucked up.

Miss Lee was up there at the gallery with us. She turned the fan so that it will always be blowing at her face. Hongyou was laughing and pointed that she looks like she was posing for some photoshoot. Urm ya, quite true. haha.


when we thought that hell was gonna end, Mrs Betty Chow decided to talk.

Hongyou and me was talking crap about how important the student body was.

Without the student body, who the hell can Mrs Betty Chow nag at?
Without the student body, who can Ms Laura Lau scream at?
Without the student body, will there be any audience today?
and alot more...


After that, Mrs Chow decided to make us do the Westwood cheer. It's really expected. Honestly, in what event we dont do the cheer? None.

Someone requested that all the teachers go down to the stage. Hongyou was saying...

'Miss Lee confirm wont go down one lah. if she go down, i will die immediately.'

In the end, she went down. so hongyou?? haha.

Worthy?

6/8 : Happy Birthday Caryn
7/8: Happy Birthday Meixin

Went to Meixin's birthday celebration yesterday. Honestly, she is extremely bad at planning things. she told us to be there at 11am. I thought that the whole thing will end around 4-5. God knows, before 2pm, she told everyone she has to go to her aunt's house. It's good that i did not really expect much in the first place.!! if not i will die because of all the disappointment.

Good thing that i uploaded songs into my mp3 in that short period of time. HEH.

Meixin that disgusting freak was damn rude. she used her hand and scooped the jelly out of the plate. It was damn disgusting that nobody dared to eat the jelly from that plate. obviously meixin was damn happy because she gets to eat every single jelly there.

went to mary's house to play majong. Lost 8bucks in total. damn!! i guess it must be a retribution or something. i won close to 8bucks the last time, now i lost the exact amount.

he questioned why i am shielding her. i said that she is my friend and i did see some good side of her. i have to side her because she was there when i needed her the most. console me and everything. i have to do the same. he feels that i am making my own life diffcult because i dont have to try and take all her temper. i want to, i will try. like i said, she was there for me when i needed her the most. im really grateful for that. i will do my best and take everything perhaps until i am unable to take anymore.

Why.

Downloaded a very interesting song yesterday. Ji Pa Ban. it means One million bucks if translated. Anyway , its hokkien song. Its a damn funny song.

I cant really speak hokkien. It would be like some kid babbling all the way. however i mastered all the vulgarities of this interesting language. I can understand perfectly. Unless it is some really some profound words..

My Dnt idea was rejected again. 2nd time bah? and my so called dead-line is like 10-11days away? dont really know what to do..

I am really having serious spelling problem. I cant fucking spell correctly. Even simple words like 'Aluminium' im really struggling with it. I dont even know if i spell correctly now in my blog. okay, im just gonna bloody lie and cheat to my self that it is okay.WhY? because i come from a family who seldom use English. DONT TRY TO COMPARE ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE. i know that there are people with worst family background compared to me and obviously did alot better. im not in the mood for this kinda crap.

Im amused by Yanqing's singing. Yet she is amused by the way i talk and laugh. I laugh at her because i think she is funny. she laugh back because she thought that the thing im laughing at is dumb. weird huh?

Smile.

Yesterday's morning was total crap.

Even before 7.10am, screams and shouts could be heard. Kind of used to this situation. I felt the ridiculous thing was they made us run in even though it is so fucking clear that we are ALOT earlier? at first i thought im really late but the fact is that just made us run for nothing.

Are teachers susposed to even lie? Im really amused when we saw Mr Ramesh while walking on the long path way to school. He made us run and said we had only left 5 seconds.

-.- kind of ridiculous. I managed to sit on that damn place for more than 5minutes before the bell ring. THAT 5 SECOND IS REALLY LONG HUH?

After that, they replaced Rev-up with some brisk- walking crap. What they said was ridiculous. the whole class have to walk around the the damn parade square within a minute.

LOL. try asking the teachers to form two rows and walk. See if they can make it first before you stand infront of the whole school and kao bei. The worst was that Mrs Betty Chow want us to SMILE when walking.

Are you dumb or what? try walking the damn route for more than 5rounds and see if you can smile. I can see that she is trying to let us feel the intense stress that the O levels will be giving us through the dumb exercise. get it, its not working.

Honestly, i feel that the brisk walking thingy was just a waste of time. we were under so much supervision when we walked. So what happens after that? Everyone was strolling back to class.

today Ms Laura Lau asked about opinions from people about how useful was the dumb brisk walking exercise. Another one, please think. would you say something against your own will if it manage to get you out of trouble? I WILL. imagine putting someone up the stage and infront of some mad woman, i would also say that the damn exercise is good for everyone even when i feel otherwise. i guess no students will be truthful to her. she is too intimidating.

im really wondering if they are afraid of retribution. its very clear that they are not. They should look at Ms Agnes Teo. She's such a darling yesterday. did not even hear her scream yesterday. I guess something bad must have happened to her. It was a really good chance for her to scream yesterday. yet, she did not. hmm.... perhaps she had her retribution and she learnt something from it? haha.

No wonder secondary school life is so memorable to many. Why? because there will be some irritating people in that few years of your precious teenage life trying to make your life living hell. they really had nothing better to do.

screaming and shouting not equal to discipline.
people are complaining and there's a hell lot of students not respecting them.

Thank god im leaving school soon!!!

Hope that caryn is okay. =D

Blessed.

Meixin wrote me a letter again. This time the paper was even more ridiculous compared to the last one. It was a

Receipt.

At the back of her receipt, she wrote all her content. It was all about why she had been screaming at me for the past week. Honestly i never put it in the heart because even though she screamed at me, in the end, i bullied her. she said she was sorry about how she had treated me.

Meixin!! WO MEI BAI BAI DE QI FU NI NEH! haha

That idiotic Meixin tried to do something and make me fall. She was telling Liyin something right infront of me. Obviously she is trying get Liyin to gang up and do her evil schemes. Even though i did not hear what that idiot murmured into Liyin's ears but i guessed it. I still chose to walk right into the trick.

In the end, i was not affected at all. Meixin on the other hand suffered this blue-black wound on her leg. HAHAHA. this should teach her a lesson.

She is DESTINATED to be bullied by me. If she tries to go against it, SHE WILL SUFFER.

Spent more than an hour at the stupid place trying to rub her leg so that the blue-black will not get worst tomorrow. Got some queer looks from people. so we kept saying

'Hua Zhong Rocks'

HEH. since our uniform and theirs looks alike, so i guess it was fine. Liyin was there laughing and said

'where got huazhong people will act like that one'

okay, quite true. one look and you will be able to tell we are from some damn neighbourhood school. HAHA


Hope that Meixin will learn some precious lessons today.
DONT EVEN TRY IT OKAY MEIXIN!!

Sometimes.