Lost the ring that dear had given to me and that ring that my sisters and i had.

im sad.

hai, but it really cant be helped.

started to do some extra work yesterday. realised a few things,

1) im moving too slowly that i dont know if i have time to even complete everything
2) school assignments are really not enough, more should be done.

even god is asking me to work hard, i will and im trying to.

decided to start burning weekends just to study. really need to put off alot of things just to make sure i get myself where i want to, even him.

asked him the other day if he is willing to wait for me while i concentrate on my studies the next 6 months. he said yes.

felt like crying at that moment because that would be the last thing on earth i would ever want to do.

hai.

welcome to reality .