This is so fucking idiotic. I have just completed my O levels paper 1&2 YESTERDAY.
TODAY, my mom told me to plan about retaking the exam.
WHAT THE FUCK?!!?!?!
I HAVE NOT EVEN TAKEN MY ORAL AND LISTENING.
NOW YOU WANT ME TO PLAN FOR MY RETAKE!!!
WHAT SHIT IS THIS?
31.5.05
I dont have a habit of looking at girls or admiring how pretty they are. after hearing all the stupid comments made by people, i was curious and wanted to take a look.
usually when a photo is posted, there would be nice comments made. however, i saw this really funny comment for the following picture :
Model's Name:
Hot Girl
Nationality:
Singaporean
Theme:
School Uniform
Subject:
General
Decency:
'G' (Suitable For Children)
Rating:
10
this is the girl. i feel that she is not bad looking but she doesnt look like she is 16.
anyway the first comment was :
16-year-old girl with nice boobs.
*understandable* the person who made this comment was the exact one who had posted the picture.
the second comment was damn funny and yet insulting :
hot your head la!!! your eyes born at your ass is it? this girl is soooo bloody obviously that she is soooo bloody disgusting... u wan everyone in here vomit is it?
-.- the person who made this comment is damn rude. period.
usually when a photo is posted, there would be nice comments made. however, i saw this really funny comment for the following picture :
Model's Name:
Hot Girl
Nationality:
Singaporean
Theme:
School Uniform
Subject:
General
Decency:
'G' (Suitable For Children)
Rating:
10
this is the girl. i feel that she is not bad looking but she doesnt look like she is 16.
anyway the first comment was :
16-year-old girl with nice boobs.
*understandable* the person who made this comment was the exact one who had posted the picture.
the second comment was damn funny and yet insulting :
hot your head la!!! your eyes born at your ass is it? this girl is soooo bloody obviously that she is soooo bloody disgusting... u wan everyone in here vomit is it?
-.- the person who made this comment is damn rude. period.
29.5.05
Before going for the holidays, Mr Leon Loh, my D&T teacher told us that he would give us his email address. The reason for it is because he wouldnt be in school for some reasons and if we have any question we can contact him via email. obviously this is not a big deal or anything. having him talking for a long time and us waiting for him to give us his email address, at last someone asked for his long awaited email. his reply was
'Huh? i will give you all when i created an account'
-.- i find it really funny. the usual case was when someone says that you will be able to get in contact with via handphone, email or anything else at least by the end of the conversation you will get the essential information. this is the first time this kind of thing had happened.
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'Huh? i will give you all when i created an account'
-.- i find it really funny. the usual case was when someone says that you will be able to get in contact with via handphone, email or anything else at least by the end of the conversation you will get the essential information. this is the first time this kind of thing had happened.
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A stupid thing my mom did.
currently i am using a flip phone and it looks like this
this handphone lets you select your perferance of how you want to answer it. one of it is when the phone is close, all you need to do is to flip it open when it rings. then you can just hold and use it.
for my case, to answer the phone when it is closed. first you have to flip it open and later, press
( it can be found on the top left of the key pad) to answer a call.i was with my mother on the day to collect my result slip. my mom knew about my 'free- incoming ' phone call thing. so she asked my aunt to call my handphone. she doesnt know how to operate the phone.
my mom held onto the phone. it rang and my mom didnt know, i understand it because i did not on my vibration and my mom did not know how my ringtone sound like. i heard it and alerted my mom. by the time she flip open the phone my aunt has already hung up. my mom was unaware of it then she held it near to her ear and complained that she couldnt hear anything. *obviously -.-'' *
the phone was already flipped open when the second time my aunt called. You may think it is easy, the only thing my mom needs to do is to press the button. WRONG!! i guess some bug has bite off her brain. SHE slam the phone and closed it. the call was rejected. I LAUGHED REAL HARD. how on earth can someone be so dumb?
my aunt called the 3rd time. this time the phone was closed. i thought that my mom would have already learn the lesson from the previous mistake. she didnt.
she flipped open my phone. ( correct)
straight away, she held it near her ear and talked into it. ( PEH! wrong)
the ringtone of the phone blasted into her ear. she was shocked! i took the phone back and press the button before giving it to her.
STUPID RIGHT?
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Many people like Ocean Ou De Yang. he has this really nice voice. he is this mysterious voice that was portraited as a cartoon.
i never seen his real person in pictures/photos before. i guess many people shared the same experience. but i heard that he is not that good looking that is why he used a cartoon to replace him. i dont know if it is real anot. it is rumored that...
This is Ocean Ou Deng Yang.
he is not that bad looking actually. if he do some makeover he will look handsome. comeon, which artist dont look like crap before entering the circle? i dont mean that he look like crap now, but he will look better with professional help. even someone as ugly as Stefanie Sun can show her moon-surface skin to everyone, why not him?
One should have their talents recognized. not the outer shell.
If you really like him alot. Dont be so fucking shallow.
28.5.05
FELT really down.
My Results Dropped. My Report Book dropped in toilet bowl. Pissed off by decisions made. Hope my parents can shut the fuck up.
Do you realise i type FELT?
My mood changed drastically when i saw this search key words
im male and want to grow breasts
*waves of laughters from me* it's kinda sick though. it really brighten up my day. thank you, whoever you are. anyway the only way for a guy to get breast/breasts is implants. unless you want to have breast and have a dick dangling down there, i wouldnt suggest you get boobs. Only SHEMALE do that. =D
couldnt sleep the last two days. i dont know if i am nervous about my O levels it is because that something is troubling me.
FUCK! HOPE MY MOM WOULD STOP SMOKING. never learn. my grandfather died of lung cancer. she dont learn any lesson. MORON!!
My Results Dropped. My Report Book dropped in toilet bowl. Pissed off by decisions made. Hope my parents can shut the fuck up.
Do you realise i type FELT?
My mood changed drastically when i saw this search key words
im male and want to grow breasts
*waves of laughters from me* it's kinda sick though. it really brighten up my day. thank you, whoever you are. anyway the only way for a guy to get breast/breasts is implants. unless you want to have breast and have a dick dangling down there, i wouldnt suggest you get boobs. Only SHEMALE do that. =D
couldnt sleep the last two days. i dont know if i am nervous about my O levels it is because that something is troubling me.
FUCK! HOPE MY MOM WOULD STOP SMOKING. never learn. my grandfather died of lung cancer. she dont learn any lesson. MORON!!
27.5.05
26.5.05
Fell down yesterday and when i got home, someone topped up my prepaid for me.
Fell down again today and when i got home i got 18 more free sms from starhub because of some loyalty plan.
Question...
MUST I FALL DOWN BEFORE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN TO ME?
i really dont mind falling down and get A1 for my Mother Tongue.
MUAHAHA.
Fell down again today and when i got home i got 18 more free sms from starhub because of some loyalty plan.
Question...
MUST I FALL DOWN BEFORE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN TO ME?
i really dont mind falling down and get A1 for my Mother Tongue.
MUAHAHA.
24.5.05
My prepaid card was topped up. I have no clue who that is or anything. seemed like my dad did not top up for me and it couldnt be my mom.
now my dad is telling me that it could be a mistake that the person had made and he/she will get to me very soon. i really hope so.
PLEASE GET TO ME SOON.
or maybe it aint any mistake at all? haha
now my dad is telling me that it could be a mistake that the person had made and he/she will get to me very soon. i really hope so.
PLEASE GET TO ME SOON.
or maybe it aint any mistake at all? haha
23.5.05
22.5.05
Read Judy's blog about the malay man who went around trying to beg people with his convincing acting. told my dad about it and he said something that i agreed totally
'If you have money to spare, do give him. even if it is a few bucks and you know that he is just trying to cheat you. if his acting is convincing, give him.'
if he asked me for it and i have money with him, i will give him. Even if i know he had made up story to cheat me. I will still give. feel that he must have his reasons for doing it. it might not be what he has told but i guess his situation couldnt be any better. even when you want to get help from the government, sometimes there is a limit to what they can give you. i have been through it and i understand how it feels.
Nobody would want to beg others unless they are forced to. It is a different story if you have really thick skin.
as i was listening to music with my headset. i remembered something really funny. around 2 or 3 weeks ago, i was revising my Maths and Social Studies paper in the facilities provided by the condo Hailing was living in. i borrowed Meixin's hp as it has radio. So i took and listen to it as it blasted into my ears then i started to practice my maths.
i remembered when i took off the headset , they were complaining that i was very noisy. i thought that they were making a nuisance. i knew i was mouthing the words as the music was played but i was sure that i did not make any noise, i wasnt even singing.
i was quite furious when Meixin took it back and listened to music herself instead. then meixin started to make some weird noises. I started to laugh at her. obviously she doesnt know, the volume of the music was quite loud. I was laughing at her so badly that the rest thought i was crazy.
Then Meixin noticed something was wrong and took off her headset. she asked what's wrong with me and i told her. she laughed after she heard it and said i was also like this just now.
I laughed harder this time and told her
' I WAS LAUGHING AT YOU LE. JUST NOW I WAS ALSO DOING THE SAME. YOU GOT LAUGH AT ME ANOT JUST NOW?'
she cracked and nodded her head vigorously.
Sometimes when you are listening to music in public, dont even open your mouth. cause you wouldnt know if there are noise coming out from it.
HAHA
lame story.
'If you have money to spare, do give him. even if it is a few bucks and you know that he is just trying to cheat you. if his acting is convincing, give him.'
if he asked me for it and i have money with him, i will give him. Even if i know he had made up story to cheat me. I will still give. feel that he must have his reasons for doing it. it might not be what he has told but i guess his situation couldnt be any better. even when you want to get help from the government, sometimes there is a limit to what they can give you. i have been through it and i understand how it feels.
Nobody would want to beg others unless they are forced to. It is a different story if you have really thick skin.
as i was listening to music with my headset. i remembered something really funny. around 2 or 3 weeks ago, i was revising my Maths and Social Studies paper in the facilities provided by the condo Hailing was living in. i borrowed Meixin's hp as it has radio. So i took and listen to it as it blasted into my ears then i started to practice my maths.
i remembered when i took off the headset , they were complaining that i was very noisy. i thought that they were making a nuisance. i knew i was mouthing the words as the music was played but i was sure that i did not make any noise, i wasnt even singing.
i was quite furious when Meixin took it back and listened to music herself instead. then meixin started to make some weird noises. I started to laugh at her. obviously she doesnt know, the volume of the music was quite loud. I was laughing at her so badly that the rest thought i was crazy.
Then Meixin noticed something was wrong and took off her headset. she asked what's wrong with me and i told her. she laughed after she heard it and said i was also like this just now.
I laughed harder this time and told her
' I WAS LAUGHING AT YOU LE. JUST NOW I WAS ALSO DOING THE SAME. YOU GOT LAUGH AT ME ANOT JUST NOW?'
she cracked and nodded her head vigorously.
Sometimes when you are listening to music in public, dont even open your mouth. cause you wouldnt know if there are noise coming out from it.
HAHA
lame story.
20.5.05
Stupid Physics paper. it is damn tough that only 10passes across the level. WHAT THE HELL? i passed but felt that it is badly done. made a few fucking careless mistakes. I dont know if this is the best i can do or i have the potential to do better. what the hell can i expect when i have not do my part in doing my revision? HAIX
Mdm Fauziah said that the maths paper was BELOW O LEVEL'S STANDARD. it's a different story from what i have heard. it was said that Paper One was much tougher than O level and Paper two was easier. It doesnt really matter now since it is over.
When Meixin found out about my marks she was
'WHAT!! YOUR STANDARD GOT SO HIGH MEH?'
firstly, it's not even a high standard score. B4. one grade off what i aimed for.
i always thought that my maths standard was around Meixin. I was a little worried when she told me that she failed her Maths. F9. Not just a fail, a super shocking fail. no wonder her reaction was so huge when she knew about my results.
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Recieved a call a few days back. A short pause after i had picked up the reciever , a voice started talking. It was clear that the voice had previously been recorded and it is something like when you call a telephone company and you want to enquire something. had to press the numbers in order to get acess to the right department.
The clear voice said something about Government's lucky draw and my household was the selected lucky few to get to participate in it.
I listened and i couldnt catch the 1st and 2nd prize but i know that the 3rd prize was a Plasma Tv.
It's stupid. after that i just put down the phone. i felt that it is a fraud and i dont want to be one of the victims of this idiotic fraud. when my dad came back , i told him about everything and my dad was like
' GOVERNMENT GOT LUCKY DRAW ONE MEH? THEY WILL GIVE US MONEY MEH?'
Okay, the first part was quite true the second part was a little bit not true. Even if the government has LUCKY DRAW, please lah. the government is so rich , i bet they can afford something better. worst, i did not even heard about anything of this LUCKY DRAW. there are already many examples on frauds on Tv, this is just like ANOTHER FRAUD to me.
i dont know if it is a real thing or fraud. if it is real, then sad for me. i dont regret anything even if it is. =D
Mdm Fauziah said that the maths paper was BELOW O LEVEL'S STANDARD. it's a different story from what i have heard. it was said that Paper One was much tougher than O level and Paper two was easier. It doesnt really matter now since it is over.
When Meixin found out about my marks she was
'WHAT!! YOUR STANDARD GOT SO HIGH MEH?'
firstly, it's not even a high standard score. B4. one grade off what i aimed for.
i always thought that my maths standard was around Meixin. I was a little worried when she told me that she failed her Maths. F9. Not just a fail, a super shocking fail. no wonder her reaction was so huge when she knew about my results.
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Recieved a call a few days back. A short pause after i had picked up the reciever , a voice started talking. It was clear that the voice had previously been recorded and it is something like when you call a telephone company and you want to enquire something. had to press the numbers in order to get acess to the right department.
The clear voice said something about Government's lucky draw and my household was the selected lucky few to get to participate in it.
I listened and i couldnt catch the 1st and 2nd prize but i know that the 3rd prize was a Plasma Tv.
It's stupid. after that i just put down the phone. i felt that it is a fraud and i dont want to be one of the victims of this idiotic fraud. when my dad came back , i told him about everything and my dad was like
' GOVERNMENT GOT LUCKY DRAW ONE MEH? THEY WILL GIVE US MONEY MEH?'
Okay, the first part was quite true the second part was a little bit not true. Even if the government has LUCKY DRAW, please lah. the government is so rich , i bet they can afford something better. worst, i did not even heard about anything of this LUCKY DRAW. there are already many examples on frauds on Tv, this is just like ANOTHER FRAUD to me.
i dont know if it is a real thing or fraud. if it is real, then sad for me. i dont regret anything even if it is. =D
18.5.05
The man wearing blue is our VP ( vice- principal). Irritating man at times but
sometimes it is understandable of what he is trying to do.
The lady wearing pink is our principal. Irritating woman at times. VERY IRRITATING. she loves to nag but sometimes i feel that people deserve it.
Mrs Betty chow once again. Still remember that there is once she was nagging at us about thermometer and Osborn said ' SO OLD ALREADY STILL WEAR UNTIL LIKE THIS' people around him cracked up. that time Mr Lau walked past and he was left dumb-folded, not knowing what to say about Osborn's comment.
Mr Johnny Ang. This man made the whole Sec 3, 4 and 5 stay back in hall yesterday. I SAT UNTIL MY BUTT HURTS. ma-ma-de.he loves to say ' i dismiss people by their conduct'
-.- stupid lame school.
Took back all the papers for Chinese. To be honest, im in the WORST chinese class in the whole express stream. But there is not much to choose, the three express classes is divided into two chinese class ( after eliminating the malay pupils). You can either end up in the Good or Bad chinese class. obviously i went to the bad one.
This is the expression seen when i said i scored 67marks for my mother tongue.
QUESTION
why the hell must you give me this kind of expression?
lol. i know the answer. for a person who cant even speak that language well, it is SHOCKING. i cant speak and write very well.
MUAHAHAHA.
O levels chinese is coming... Next Next monday. gosh. the percentage of me retaking it is 99%. =D
Im trying my best to change. I am really doing my best. Somehow i dont understand why there are people keeping me from doing what i wished i can. everything in the past , i have to admit it's all my mistake. im growing up mentally, i hope. sometimes i really hope that the world would leave me alone.
This is the expression seen when i said i scored 67marks for my mother tongue.
QUESTION
why the hell must you give me this kind of expression?
lol. i know the answer. for a person who cant even speak that language well, it is SHOCKING. i cant speak and write very well.
MUAHAHAHA.
O levels chinese is coming... Next Next monday. gosh. the percentage of me retaking it is 99%. =D
Im trying my best to change. I am really doing my best. Somehow i dont understand why there are people keeping me from doing what i wished i can. everything in the past , i have to admit it's all my mistake. im growing up mentally, i hope. sometimes i really hope that the world would leave me alone.
16.5.05
Relinked Judy.
Linked Joanne. Sorry couldnt tag on your board. fucking computer.
Two papers were given back today. Both of these papers made up my combined humanities. freaking weak in this subject. been doing both Social Studies and History quite badly from the start of the year. Countless of test tagged with FAILED word.
Social Studies- JUST PASS
Honestly i am quite disappointed. I spent two freaking days studying for it and i ended up with a JUST PASS? I thought i am gonna do well because that is the only time i felt that i wasnt writting rubbish or any crap. to some extent i really deserve it, many people began their revision WEEKS before MYE and i only studied for the subject for two days.
History - 30/50
Irony. for a subject i did not even bother to study until the last minute when i was sitting outside the exam halls compared to one paper i have been studying for two days, i actually did better for the one i rushed through the last minute. The only papers i studied for was Social Studies and Maths Paper 1. By the end of the first day, i was totally fucked up with the exam schedule hence i did not even bother to study for the rest of the subjects at home.Obviously even history,which falls on the third day. i was mentally prepared to fail my history paper but in the end i pass, the paper was much better compared to my social studies paper. I WAS DAMN SHOCKED. maybe im just lucky , thats all.
Dont haolian.
Wait till i smirk in your face
when you did badly for your exams.
We will see who will get the
Last Laugh.
Fuck YOU. =D
Linked Joanne. Sorry couldnt tag on your board. fucking computer.
Two papers were given back today. Both of these papers made up my combined humanities. freaking weak in this subject. been doing both Social Studies and History quite badly from the start of the year. Countless of test tagged with FAILED word.
Social Studies- JUST PASS
Honestly i am quite disappointed. I spent two freaking days studying for it and i ended up with a JUST PASS? I thought i am gonna do well because that is the only time i felt that i wasnt writting rubbish or any crap. to some extent i really deserve it, many people began their revision WEEKS before MYE and i only studied for the subject for two days.
History - 30/50
Irony. for a subject i did not even bother to study until the last minute when i was sitting outside the exam halls compared to one paper i have been studying for two days, i actually did better for the one i rushed through the last minute. The only papers i studied for was Social Studies and Maths Paper 1. By the end of the first day, i was totally fucked up with the exam schedule hence i did not even bother to study for the rest of the subjects at home.Obviously even history,which falls on the third day. i was mentally prepared to fail my history paper but in the end i pass, the paper was much better compared to my social studies paper. I WAS DAMN SHOCKED. maybe im just lucky , thats all.
Dont haolian.
Wait till i smirk in your face
when you did badly for your exams.
We will see who will get the
Last Laugh.
Fuck YOU. =D
15.5.05
Once again, Disturbing search keywords was seen
guy masturbate free movie
boy maturbation
Who the hell would masturbate and put the movie on the web? The person is either a fucking sicko or most probably he is a porn artist. There is no such thing as free porn movies. NO SUCH THING. Even if there is, you have to be the registered member and get millions of porn flooded in your inbox. i guess those people will enjoy it anyway. if not why the hell they would want to register themselves as members that type of websites?
remember watching this piece on news a few years back about usage of internet in school. Schools provides internet service for students for academic uses. research then found that the different genders have different uses of the internet service even both of it are abusing them anyway.
Most guys go for games while girls go for PORN.
when i heard it i was shock. this totally go against the conventional concept. not shocking to know that girls watch porn but MORE GIRLS go for porn ? irony i guess? or perhaps the guys didnt go to porn web in school because they are afraid that they couldnt control? haha. they can masturbate all they want at home. anyway, who knows?
Tried to publish an entry yesterday. darn, something happened and it was GONE!!!!!
guy masturbate free movie
boy maturbation
Who the hell would masturbate and put the movie on the web? The person is either a fucking sicko or most probably he is a porn artist. There is no such thing as free porn movies. NO SUCH THING. Even if there is, you have to be the registered member and get millions of porn flooded in your inbox. i guess those people will enjoy it anyway. if not why the hell they would want to register themselves as members that type of websites?
remember watching this piece on news a few years back about usage of internet in school. Schools provides internet service for students for academic uses. research then found that the different genders have different uses of the internet service even both of it are abusing them anyway.
Most guys go for games while girls go for PORN.
when i heard it i was shock. this totally go against the conventional concept. not shocking to know that girls watch porn but MORE GIRLS go for porn ? irony i guess? or perhaps the guys didnt go to porn web in school because they are afraid that they couldnt control? haha. they can masturbate all they want at home. anyway, who knows?
Tried to publish an entry yesterday. darn, something happened and it was GONE!!!!!
13.5.05
Exams are finally over. im not really kneen about knowing the results. This might be the only time i dont wanna know about how i have done. If i do well, it means that i have been doing something in the 4 years. What if i hadnt done well? Reality kicks in and i guess i got to work hard.
Not running from the truth but just hope to keep myself sadness-free till i take my O level Chinese. i dont want to be huanted by bad results.
Just bought the Rob Thomas album. feel kinda cheated. forget it, when someone is suay, every other suay matter will drown me.
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Only recently i know about The Ruhua in the Stephen Chow's Movie. That Ruhua is a man. Maybe blog more about him after my research on him. =D
Not running from the truth but just hope to keep myself sadness-free till i take my O level Chinese. i dont want to be huanted by bad results.
Just bought the Rob Thomas album. feel kinda cheated. forget it, when someone is suay, every other suay matter will drown me.
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Only recently i know about The Ruhua in the Stephen Chow's Movie. That Ruhua is a man. Maybe blog more about him after my research on him. =D
11.5.05
Currently, it's 4.30am. Cant sleep due to my idiotic noisy dad and this fucking pain in me. WORST, tomorrow i have 2papers to take. What a good time to have insomnia!!
Found This Malkovich Mediator. dont really know what is the use of it but i guess it changes you text to the words you assigned?
Malkovich Version of my blog. Click Here.
Idiot Version of my blog. Click Here.
Lame Version of my blog. Click here.
Alternatively, you can also try
Yahoo
Windows
It's kind of stupid. Dont really know the use of it but it really help you to fast-forward time a little when you are fascinated by it. after that period, everything looks lame.
Found This Malkovich Mediator. dont really know what is the use of it but i guess it changes you text to the words you assigned?
Malkovich Version of my blog. Click Here.
Idiot Version of my blog. Click Here.
Lame Version of my blog. Click here.
Alternatively, you can also try
Yahoo
Windows
It's kind of stupid. Dont really know the use of it but it really help you to fast-forward time a little when you are fascinated by it. after that period, everything looks lame.
10.5.05
Sat for physics paper today. i thought i am able to buy my way through with the minimum knowledge of what was taught. did not even bother to study yesterday. i was just not in the mood. guess i was wrong. freaking paper and everyone was complaining about how tough it was.
same situation happen again. exactly the same when i was taking my English paper two. after settling down for a while, my urge to the toilet came. honestly it will make me wonder What the hell? forced myself to sit and complete the paper and wait till everything was over. couldnt really concentrate most of the time as the pain was really unbearable but i managed to go through the hell anyway.
Tomorrow's Maths Paper2 and History paper. Once again, i sit around the house, doing nothing but staring into the air. Obviously my dad scolded me.
'WAH! you sure you taking exam tomorrow? i see other people one week before exam preparing already. then you le? LAST MINUTE also dont want prepare'
yeah. my dad usually see the lazy side of me who doesnt really bother about anything. it is true to a certain extent that i am bloody lazy but sometimes i do study.
i know that no matter how much i hate to study, i still have to. i understand how much it will affect my future. sometimes it is just that even though you know that something is really important but you just dont feel like doing it.
im talking crap.
same situation happen again. exactly the same when i was taking my English paper two. after settling down for a while, my urge to the toilet came. honestly it will make me wonder What the hell? forced myself to sit and complete the paper and wait till everything was over. couldnt really concentrate most of the time as the pain was really unbearable but i managed to go through the hell anyway.
Tomorrow's Maths Paper2 and History paper. Once again, i sit around the house, doing nothing but staring into the air. Obviously my dad scolded me.
'WAH! you sure you taking exam tomorrow? i see other people one week before exam preparing already. then you le? LAST MINUTE also dont want prepare'
yeah. my dad usually see the lazy side of me who doesnt really bother about anything. it is true to a certain extent that i am bloody lazy but sometimes i do study.
i know that no matter how much i hate to study, i still have to. i understand how much it will affect my future. sometimes it is just that even though you know that something is really important but you just dont feel like doing it.
im talking crap.
9.5.05
Found 10bucks on the floor today while walking home. Did not even know why the hell i have picked it up. ended up feeling really guilty . kept thinking what if the person who dropped the money might be in great need of it. Now i dont know what to do with the 10bucks.
Took two mid year exam papers today. really stressed.
Social studies
at first i have planned to study 3 out of 4 chapters. ended up cramping 2 topics into my brain the last minute. even though i did notes for the third topic i planned to study, did not really remember the points.
Yes i did it again. My source based questions are screwed!!! Same problems occured again, NOT ENOUGH TIME. pray that i pass..
Maths Paper 1
Almost died in the long hours. DIFFCULT PAPER. scribbled the paper through the first time and leaving those that i am unable to do alone. went back to the questions that were left blank. no point, didnt know how to do. In the end, wrote nonsense on it and hope that some marks will be given? haha
Heard the most disturbing conversation yesterday morning..
I was standing near my computer looking for some rough paper to practise my maths. At the same time i was screaming at my dad and asked whether he has some papers. Then my mom came and she said
( In Hokkien) ' My menses is late by 12 days'
At first i couldnt catch what she was saying and i didnt really bothered about it. i thought it was some random 'Money demanding' scene again. My dad replied
(In hokkien) 'What has it got to do with me?'
immediately my mother shouted back about it was obviously my dad's responsibilty and some other crap. That was the time i realise what the hell they were talking about. I walked away straight away without hestitation.
It's something i dont want to even hear about. to me, its worst than a scary or horror movie. honestly i never thought that this issue will be brought with my existence. It should be something really private, should be OUT OF REACH FROM THEIR CHILDREN. embarrassing topic yet everyone knows about it.
1) Please lock your room when your doing sex so that your children will not have chances of going in and find something horrifying
2) Sensitive topics should be discuss only by two. lower your voice when talking.
if pregnant, just anounce the great news to your child. dont do what my mother has did.
obviously i know the importance of sex education but there is no need for examples.
Took two mid year exam papers today. really stressed.
Social studies
at first i have planned to study 3 out of 4 chapters. ended up cramping 2 topics into my brain the last minute. even though i did notes for the third topic i planned to study, did not really remember the points.
Yes i did it again. My source based questions are screwed!!! Same problems occured again, NOT ENOUGH TIME. pray that i pass..
Maths Paper 1
Almost died in the long hours. DIFFCULT PAPER. scribbled the paper through the first time and leaving those that i am unable to do alone. went back to the questions that were left blank. no point, didnt know how to do. In the end, wrote nonsense on it and hope that some marks will be given? haha
Heard the most disturbing conversation yesterday morning..
I was standing near my computer looking for some rough paper to practise my maths. At the same time i was screaming at my dad and asked whether he has some papers. Then my mom came and she said
( In Hokkien) ' My menses is late by 12 days'
At first i couldnt catch what she was saying and i didnt really bothered about it. i thought it was some random 'Money demanding' scene again. My dad replied
(In hokkien) 'What has it got to do with me?'
immediately my mother shouted back about it was obviously my dad's responsibilty and some other crap. That was the time i realise what the hell they were talking about. I walked away straight away without hestitation.
It's something i dont want to even hear about. to me, its worst than a scary or horror movie. honestly i never thought that this issue will be brought with my existence. It should be something really private, should be OUT OF REACH FROM THEIR CHILDREN. embarrassing topic yet everyone knows about it.
1) Please lock your room when your doing sex so that your children will not have chances of going in and find something horrifying
2) Sensitive topics should be discuss only by two. lower your voice when talking.
if pregnant, just anounce the great news to your child. dont do what my mother has did.
obviously i know the importance of sex education but there is no need for examples.
4.5.05
Mood Swing
really gloomy today. thought about things that doesnt really matter to me in the past. for some reason, I BECAME FUCKED UP. i decided to ignore it. IT STILL FUCK ME UP. forget it, hope that all these will be over soon.
heard an interesting story that was reported in the newspaper.
There's an old man in Malaysia who took alot of Viagra. Hence he got really high and went to this prostitute. As he was sucking the breast, he got really excited and bite of the nipple.
after hearing it. i stared in disbelief but after it i started to laugh. i know it's quite bad. the reaction of people who have heard it was really funny.
really gloomy today. thought about things that doesnt really matter to me in the past. for some reason, I BECAME FUCKED UP. i decided to ignore it. IT STILL FUCK ME UP. forget it, hope that all these will be over soon.
heard an interesting story that was reported in the newspaper.
There's an old man in Malaysia who took alot of Viagra. Hence he got really high and went to this prostitute. As he was sucking the breast, he got really excited and bite of the nipple.
after hearing it. i stared in disbelief but after it i started to laugh. i know it's quite bad. the reaction of people who have heard it was really funny.
1.5.05
Ive arranged to do some revision yesterday and today. obviously in the end, nothing was done under unforeseen circumstances.
i think im some sort of caveman or something. i dont rear fishes so there are many things i didnt know about. maybe that is why i got the shock of my life yesterday.
I SAW TWO FUCKING IDIOTIC FISHES ATTACKING ONE SMALL LITTLE FISH.
it's not a big deal but it's damn disgusting. they bit on the stomach?? i have no clue what the hell it is called. i saw small little strands of thing exposing out. that poor little fish was even struggling before dying. I saw damn sad and made a big fuss over it.
At that point Hongyou said something that was quite true
'When the fishes see us killing and eating pigs, they will also feel that it is weird'
okay, it's quite true. it's really cruel. killing pigs are not as cruel as killing sharks. i refrain from eating sharkfins currently. ( yeah, i know there is no link)
the most disgusting part came when THE FISHES SUCK OUT THE EYES OF THE DEAD FISH. OH MY GOD. i was so stunned and shocked. i never thought that house-kept fishes need to prey on other fishes to satisfied their stomach. for all my life, until that day, i thought that house-kept fishes feed on food that was given to them. NOT FISHES THAT IS SWIMMING IN THE SAME TANK AS THEM.
Maybe i am too stupid. im starting to detest that two fishes in Yixian's house tank.
i think im some sort of caveman or something. i dont rear fishes so there are many things i didnt know about. maybe that is why i got the shock of my life yesterday.
I SAW TWO FUCKING IDIOTIC FISHES ATTACKING ONE SMALL LITTLE FISH.
it's not a big deal but it's damn disgusting. they bit on the stomach?? i have no clue what the hell it is called. i saw small little strands of thing exposing out. that poor little fish was even struggling before dying. I saw damn sad and made a big fuss over it.
At that point Hongyou said something that was quite true
'When the fishes see us killing and eating pigs, they will also feel that it is weird'
okay, it's quite true. it's really cruel. killing pigs are not as cruel as killing sharks. i refrain from eating sharkfins currently. ( yeah, i know there is no link)
the most disgusting part came when THE FISHES SUCK OUT THE EYES OF THE DEAD FISH. OH MY GOD. i was so stunned and shocked. i never thought that house-kept fishes need to prey on other fishes to satisfied their stomach. for all my life, until that day, i thought that house-kept fishes feed on food that was given to them. NOT FISHES THAT IS SWIMMING IN THE SAME TANK AS THEM.
Maybe i am too stupid. im starting to detest that two fishes in Yixian's house tank.
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