Patience is running out. FUCKING COMPUTER. crap i dont understand why all the crappy things happen to me ALL THE TIME! tried blogging yesterday, computer hang. tries to blog just a moment ago. IT DID THE SAME THING AGAIN! losing all my cool!!

Nothing much happened in school today.

if you consider having the principal reprimanding the students a big thing, then i would be happy to say, yes, there is a big matter.the principal nagged again. Someone who is good in writting complain letters wrote in. complaining about students in our school taking up seats in the bus-stop while waiting for friends. that was the main reason why she wrote in and there are other small complains here and there, wont talk much about it.

The school's stand is obvious. Dont wait for your friends. if you want to wait, go in to the school and wait all you want.

-.- quite nonsensical. there is no way that we are able to wait when we step into the school's ground. even standing at a place without assembling in the quartangle would be screamed at. To make matter worst, if you met the patient who is suffering from some mental illness ( some condition which enjoy making others life living hell) and some how escaped from the hospital, you will be doom. you guys know who i am talking about

anyway, lady arh. if you have the money to live opposite of this damn school ( and no, im not talking about HDB flats) im pretty sure that you must have heard of the word call CARS. if you have the ability to live in some small area that are built up two - storey high, there is no doubt you have the ability to stuff a freaking car infront of your house.

took a bus after school as we had some spare time before chemistry remedial. i was standing right at the back. heard this guy talking. he was speaking really loudly so i had no problem hearing. i was cracked up by this guy. damn, he was really exaggerating.

he was talking about how Miss Kok's ( our previous principal) nagged her way from the starting of the school all the way to recess. more than 2hours. then, the boy talked about In-Touch, our school's programme and why the secondary ones ( 2004) were rushing and fighthing their way to take a chance to stand infront of the whole school and answer question.

the thing that really cracked me up was he exaggerated something. i dont remember what his exact words are but this is briefly what he meant

'there is this teacher in school. beware of him. he if caught you, he will stripped you. your blouse, pants and underwear and lock you in the toilet'

-.- we all know who he is talking about. yes, he took away the whole set of uniform, but he DID NOT FORCE THEM TO TAKE THEIR UNDERWEAR OFF!! dammit, i was cracking up like shit and i bet his friend is really shocked after hearing it. if i heard that, without knowing the truth of cause, i will be shocked and wonder how come there is a school which operates this way.

told someone today 'there is nothing much that you can do. it's beyond your limits. there are alot of girls out there. he might just be in love with one of them. you cant do anything much. if the girl loves and treat him well, then you should give them your blessings. if both of you dont work, then make sure he is happy. if being with her makes him happy, bless him'

=D wow... inspiring speech. anyway, i did not say that much. i did add in some as i type. so it makes more sense. HAHA.

Feeling abit down right now. i really have no clue why. too much hopes and every single one of it perished when the time reveals everything. im starting to regret every single mistakes ive made. everything is huanting me now. its like nightmares that comes to me when i am unoccupied.

blankness scares me....

- tell me that everything will be fine-

Just drank a bowl of mushroom soup. Prepared it myself. hence, it is obviously it is canned. dammit, really feel like vomiting at this point.

Wanted to blog yesterday. but i dont know what the is the problem with my lousy computer and it just wont display the Blogger Page. tried it for a couple of time and decided to give up. this really prove to me something, my temper is getting better. if this situation happened in the past, hell. i will blow up like crap and kick my computer. but i didnt. so i guess my temper is better? or my heck-care attitude has grew?

So guess i will replace the missing entry yesterday.

Unlucky shida, stepped on dog shit on her way to school. she wanted to clean it in the toilet but was drove out by some no brainer. when i heard about it, i was laughing like shit. =x so i told Shida ' Tell them you stepped on dog shit' haha. holy shit, she was sitting right behind me and left some dog shit stain on the floor when she stepped on it. so all the while i was trying to get as far away from the stain as possible.

class presented in-touch. and when it comes to QNA ( question and Answers) time. had alot of laughter. that Discipline Mistress is really crap. when someone was talking , she was having a whale of time screaming at someone. cutting off the person's sentence. stupid woman. will it kill to WAIT until everything is over?

the person who was screamed at was Xiaojun's brother. he did something stupid and some moronic teacher sabotage him. have no clue what is the name of the teacher, dont bother to know. he wears this thicked fame spectacles. dont give much a damn about teachers like him who find a great time when their own students get into some deep shit.

went for some talk in Macdonald's. sat beside Eunice Olsen and some other guy who works in Ren-Ci and happens to be a MP ( Member of Parliment too). -.-' had a boring time there and dont wish to make jokes from there. had a free meal there. HAHA. great!!

Everyone who attended had a free meal. but someone from our school made it 'extra special'. Ate one set over there and 'take away' 2 sets. not bad huh? worst is that the person influenced another junior and the junior did the same. -.- we were given free bags and i heard that the girl took extra too.

after everything, i went to Jurong Point. went to Famous Amos and got some cookies. so while waiting for the staff there , i saw this guy inside making cookies who had really nice hair. i thought he was hunk. so i went to xiaojun and make her to see. when we look in again. -.- he dont look as good. but he has really cute teeth? haha. and i laughed. at my own foolishness. i think the girl in the counter knew what we are looking at and gave us a queer look. stupid me. i was laughing like hell all the way.

bought A-Do album. love it alot. =D

Back here again to blog. Haha. feeling really like shit right now. dont know why i am feeling alot of sorrows and pain these feels days.

Woke up late today and ended up being late. I guess i was really sleepy and did not hear the alarm clock ringing. need to sleep early today!! but i guess i wont. haha..

i really dont like the new DM ( Discipline Mistress). she is worst than a pain in the arse. she is like the Cancer in the arse, really cant bear a second with her existance and hope that it would be gone as soon as possible!!

really think that she is trying to look stern and wants to give the whole school living hell. remembered that she screamed yesterday even before the reporting time. i just got there and went out to get my things before going into the hall. she was screaming and walking at the same time. then she demanded for us to get into the hall within 5 counts. -.- what the ? just got there, 5 counts? what the hell? just got there and that is a GREAT way to start the day in that freaking school.Wah.. really free man..

at this rate she is going, i bet she can never get marry. too fierce, i rather marry Miss Kok than to even marry her. That DM seemed to get happiness by huanting us. what is your problem? there sure be someone getting scolded everyday. and today, sadly it was someone from the Justina Goh's class. obviously all that Goh cared about is her face and her class being PERFECT.yes, she gave that black face (again)

Anyway back to the DM. there was once i needed to go toilet and i asked her. it shocked me when she asked

' why?'

-.- i explained that i wanted to vomite. It's a really dumb question to ask. Even if i were going to do something like checking sms or making a call in the toilet, do you think i will tell you the truth? NO WAY. worst, if i have my period and i wanted to check on 'THAT THING'. how the hell you want me to reply you?

'Urm... i want to see whether my blood is coming out and if it is not too late, maybe change my pad?'

-.- or what if i want to shit?

' I want to shit'

-.- haha. it would be really funny man! maybe next time if another teacher ask me a stupid question like this, i should try it. then make them give that face. >>> -.- <<<< anyway, i really felt like vomiting at that time and not do anything else.

Today in geography, i forgot what i said and that Eddie Lau was going

'Sweet Potato huh?'

and he was doing it many time.and obviously making fun of me and that idiotic black black piece of shit said..

' two piece of chicken meat'

yes, that piece of shit was talking about me. dont know why and dont give a damn. i gave a fucking reply by saying ' No lah, Aziz's arse'

someone told me that after i said that, Judy said something. but i did not hear it. what i heard was Fazilla going

'My mother says if a girl kept talking about a guy, she will like him one day'

-.- no i do not like him and i will not like him. and i did not kept talking or making fun of him. he is the shitty crap that started all the shit. i will shut up if he did not open his big fucking mouth and babble nonsense. THANK YOU. so all i did was said

'You everytime also say Mr Eddie Lau. then you like him huh?'

everyone laughed. yes, we know what the hell the girl has done. she used to like Eddie Lau when she was secondary 2 and i remembered her saying

' I study and do my geography homework not for me, its for him'

-.- anyway all above aint important anyway. the funniest part is Eddie Lau blushed. HAHA. i guessed he knows about the crush Fazilla had for him when she was secondary 2. Haha.

Been thinking much. The words 'if.... then......?' kept appearing to me. i dont know what will happen. i have prepared for the worst. even if nothing happen on that day. i will not lose anything. cause i have lost touch of my angels since that day. devils sink in and telling me everything that i never hear before.

My mom shocked me today by giving me something.




okay, it is not really impressive and i bet it doesnt even cost her a cent. but it is still the thoughts that really mattered. usually my mom dont give me any crap. not even on my birthday.

before reaching home, i was browsing for wallet for my mom. i saw her old wallet and it looks really torn and tattered. so i guess since i never really get any shit for her before ( except for cards that i drew and few bottles of perfume) and i will be nice this time. after seeing the 'doll' i guess, i have a reason more to buy it for my mom.

saw something when i was walking home. I saw my neighbour wearing his boxers and when i walk pass, i was looking in and he was looking out. DAMMIT. that means he saw me. But hell, i only saw the boxers and not the face. -.- anyway, it wasnt on purpose it just HAPPENED like this. i was just looking at my reflection on the window while walking and it happened that he was standing right infont of window with it wide open and only with that boxers. Wow...

Yes! i have finally changed the skin of my blog totally! i really love this skin alot. its really simple. which makes it so damn easy to read. HAHA.

blah blah blah. yeah crap. i dont know how to fucking blog and this is going to be another freaking boring blog that you will get tired of after reading the first line. You may kindly click ' Next Blog' at this point. the following crap im gonna blog is even more boring.

*the end*

LaLaLa. since i am in such a great mood. i shall not swear today. BELIEVE ME!!


i have discover something . i did not leave title for my entries after my 4th one. i feel that it is really troublesome and i am too lazy to brainstorm for a title which nobody really give much of a damn about.

im looking for a skin which is plain and simple.... can anyone help me or introduce me to one? ='c haha

today sucks to the core. my dad found out about the fucking piercing and he is making noise about it. yeah right, it's my shitty mistake not to seek permission first. so? im already 15 and turning freaking 16 in less than a month time. shit you. am i some sort of criminal?

My dad's stand is...

Anything can be discussed. ask before doing anything.

Honestly, i really dont give much of a damn about a situation like this. dont even try to tell me this shit about 'DISCUSSION'. come'on. im not who i am when i am 6years old. yeah... maybe at that time, i believe every shit that you say. maybe you have forgotten or something. this is year 2005 and not 1995?

there is no place for discussion. even if i asked, the answer you will give is a firm NO. and maybe threaten me to throw me out of the house if i did. a better solution is .. i do it then you find out. then there is no way you are able to reverse it and even if you want threaten, i dont bother much.

I asked for (a)....

Camera. Answer given : No
MP3 Player. Answer given : No
Curfew to be taken away. Answer given: No ( and had 2 hours of nagging)
Less Nagging . Answer given : no and got more nagging
More freedom. Answer given : Pure nagging for 2 hours and finally it is a NO
*list to be continued*

so this tells us. there is no way that discussion will lead us to what we want. unless it is something like tution. i asked for it, i got a straight firm yes.

Parents question us

'Aiyo! how come you never listen one huh? work so hard for you and this is how you repay me??'

how come when we listen to the nonsense you say and do it, you never question us

'Aiyo! how come you so guai arh? im blessed to have a child like you'

my parents NEVER said that. they felt that it is a CURSE to have a kid like me. what the hell? even if im not your kid, the chances of you getting another kid who is same as me is 80%. i dont really believe in craps like ' there are better kid compared to you out there'. FIND ME ONE AND PROVE IT TO ME!! even if they listen to you at this point, it doesnt mean it will stay this way forever. they might be a bigger rebel when they grow up.

parents blame us when we dont listen. what happens if... they dont listen to us? the worst is what we advise them to do happened and they did not do. in the end, we are the ones to be blame..

AHH!!!

it is a really pissed off day. My handphone is spoilt. it cannot ring and when people call, i can hear no shit. dammit. the worst part is i lost my handphone warranty card. and i have a gut feel that my mom threw it away ages ago. -.- yes, and often my gut feel was right. my mom throws everything away.

when i was primary 3, i did this small banner for my art. and guess what my mom did? she threw it away. what this tells me?

my mom thinks that my art is soo shit off that it looks like a piece of junk? no way! cause if it looks like a piece of fucking junk, i wouldnt be getting A for that piece of shit i have drew.

it only tells me that.... my mom is completely ignorant about me. everything she sees, she feel like throwing it away. i remember yesterday i was searching like fuck for my warranty card. my mom was 'kind of' helping me to look for it. she sees this pile of paper and she wanted to throw them away. i SCREAM!! dammit man. the pile of paper are my notes and homework. honestly if i did not see it and scream, she would have already threw them away.

i dont know how many of MY stuff my mom has threw away. but i bet 20% are my homework.. hmm... no wonder sometimes i couldnt find my homework. HAHA.

Westlife Featuring Mariah Carey
Against All Odds

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When im standing taking every breath with you, Ooh
You're the only one who really
Knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all i can do is watch you leave
Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is Against all Odds
And that's what ive got to face

I wish i could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much i need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you
Well that's all i can do
and what ive got to face
Take a good look at me now
Cause i'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance ive got to take

Just take a look at me now

Really bored now... there's nothing on television that interest me...

I was taking a nap this afternoon and this girl called me... obviously i woke up...

Me: Hello
After a long pause
Girl: Sweix arh? is Judy with you?
Me: No
Girl: okay... thank you
*hangs up the phone*

-.- firstly, i saw the number before i answer the phone. i have no clue who that was and i couldnt recongise the voice. half of me was still in LaLa land when i answered the phone. i wanted to ask who that was when i picked up the phone. but i guess i was too lazy to even say that. the person asked for Judy. but question... which one?? but i guess it doesnt makes any difference since both of them are not with me anyway.

so this story tells us....

if you call me when i am sleeping, and when you are lucky... this will be my reaction...

let me show you another unlucky scenerio....

i was sleeping at around 10 in the night. this woman calls and woke me up. Next morning at 5 plus in the morning....

*Sweix returns call.. at least 20 of them and when they pick up. i hang...*

HAHAHA.

I feel that the things people said sometime is really contradicting. I remember reading this hate list of someone's and one of the points included in is 'Backstabbers'.

WAIT! HALT! and whatever shit you can fill in with.

you hate backstabber? *Laughs* are you telling the world you hate yourself? because this is what the whole world know you as. Its quite funny and it really makes people fume. its not that you backstabs people once in a while. okay well, understandable.

THAT IS... only if you backstab once in a blue moon. but hell, you are like the Human real-life version chucky. what makes you think that you have the rights to say you hate Backstabber? you are the most sucessful product from the Backstabbing Company.

we are not playing the game of 'Chucky' where you can fucking stab me on the back and i secretly creep up and do the same. i dont get it. we are all friends. why must you do it to EVERYONE who is around you? if you hate the person, dont be friends. dont be such a hypocrite and when people turn around, you play chucky.

Contradicting Event Number 2.

Read someone's blog (forgot who) and said that the new school Discipline Mistress caught two girl who had short skirts.

What the fuck??

Well okay, that's what she should be doing as she is being paid a huge sum of crap. but let us do some recalling....

The first day of school.... Her skirt was DAMN SHORT... so.... why she doesnt want to go home and get her skirt lengthen abit and then she has alll the rights to correct us.

Im now listening to Linkin Park's song. And no.. it is not that song which has Jay Z inside. and wonder when will i be able to be so proficient in my darn english. i guess it's never in this life i guess. HAHA.

today had really 'easy' lessons. Went through it like a breeze. the misery came when it i took Chemistry test. dammit.... I understand every single word when it is seperated. But when they are put together, hell... i dont even get a shit there. Well, forget it... used to this kind of condition and i guess i need to work hard on my chemistry on my own..

Peirce my ears today. Kind of regret it. but... well forget it. its a mistake i guess.....

my dad saw me designing for my coursework. and i asked for his stupid comment and he said this

'wah..... so ugly'

-.- if i were him... i will never choose to be a bad parent. NEVER. comeon ... i drew much more worst around 10 years and he said that it's 'Not bad'. shit. that was the only compliment he ever gave me. i remember copying this fucking long article and the handwritting was really neat and nice. i gave my dad and ask for his view. he insisted that someone else did it for me. WHAT THE HELL? why must i have a freaking discouraging dad?

my mom on the other hand is so called 'completely blind'. i was drawing this stupid fish the other day. when my mom saw it, she gave this expression like it was a master piece and she never seen anything better than that. obviously my mom complimented me. but somehow... it sounded unsincere. the problem lies on the drawing and not my mom. i was refering to this book that teaches you easty-to-draw ways. and that book was meant for 6years old. -.- yeah... shit... if i cant draw well even if i refer to a book meant for 6 years old... i should burn in hell man... HAHA.

IF........ 1year......

Anyway joanne join my cca today -.-

Good luck to her...

this is a short entry... yeah i know.... not really in the mood to bullshit now.... haha tata

the school (half) were made to re-run the whole fucking long and torturing route again. Hey, thats not a bad way to start our ref-up for the running part... a totally fucked up way.

the worst was that after that, we were being scolded by this fucking bitch. She doesnt even run with us and she KAO BEI so much. If you think your so damn smart and you can think with your bloody arse, why dont you run with us and see if you even have the breath to open your big fat mouth and talk shit. Please dont use your ass to talk, cause whatever that is coming out is all shit.

Look, that woman is around 40. but i guess she looks like some 55 years old bitch who goes around babble shit. She has ZERO character. she bully her colleagues and bootlicks her boss.

today while she was pissing off the school (half) , i guess less than 5% of the population there was not even looking at her direction. even if it is only just HER DIRECTION, not many give a damn about it. heard that while she was bullshitting put there, none of the teachers looked at her. HA! but i guess nobody would want to as her FACE is so enormous that when you look up, the only thing you see is her face. HUGE RIGHT? anyway i was looking down all the time. i feel that the brick is more attractive than her. want to see her? here it is....




the stick man over her represent her. and since she teaches Math- related subject. i guess it would only be respectful to use a Mathematical Formula. but i guess , the way i do it is wrong anyway. it should be

Ratio
Body : Face
1 : 10

=D big face bitch.... i wonder............................................ does she realise how big her face is? i guess the mirror in the school toilet wont even fit her face and she cant see her reflection and she thought that she was pretty. HAHA.

Whenever i am online, its a sure that i will do something related to Blog. Whether it is blogging or reading other's blog. I would use the toolbar on top of blogs and go to random blogs and read. in case you dont know which button, it is 'Next Blog'

when you start a blog , its obvious that you want others to read it. if not, you can jolly well write it on pen and paper and keep the diary in your own arse or something. even if you want to start a online diary and not let others to read it. you can go Open diary ( http://www.opendiary.com ) and start a diary over there keep your diary as private. since you decided to start an account in open diary, then can you please accept the fact that others are reading too?

There are a few types of blog i really fear and detest to read. Most of the time, i wont even read. At most it's only the first line.




1) Other Language other than English

This is really obvious. i cant even understand so i wont even bother reading it.

2) Advertisement

I really dont really what the hell is wrong with people?? Not enough money and you need some form of shitty medium to advertise on your stuff? You guys make me laugh.

3) Sicko

came across this shitty blog the other time. it's something like 'SHOW ME YOUR BREAST AND I WILL POST YOUR BREAST ON MY BLOG' nonsense. it's really sick. the worst is there are bimbos out there who are willing to send their pictures . if you like to expose your breast so much, why dont you go be a porn star and you get to stripped and get screwed every single day.

4) Acronym And short forms

This is the one i really had a very very hard time trying get in place. I guess im either too stupid or something. I really hate blogs that uses acronyms and short forms all the way. Come'on who the hell would understand if you type in the way only YOU understand and YOU are the one who is able to read it? example

'mii luke ak herr fore a llorng tym den shee neber eveen borther too turne and see mii lorr. denn mi beri unhapii'

can someone tell me what the hell the person is trying to say? imagine the whole entry is type like this. i dont even get any shit. maybe you people can get it. but i dont.. yeah right, im stupid. how about you go read that type of blog yourself.

5) Font

i really dislike blog that TyPeS lIkE ThIs. to me, sometimes it really makes it hard for me to read what you are trying to type. not only you have spent your time to TyPe In tHiS mAnNeR so that your blog will look more StYlE. but honestly, i found it ridiculous and only piss my sight more.

the worst is you combined the acronym and short forms with this. it will end up like this.

'mIi LuKe Ak HeRr FoRe a lLoNg tYm dEn ShEe NeBeR eVeN BoRtHeR tOo TuRnE aNd sEe MIi lOrR. dEnN mI BeRi UnHaPiI'

-.-' now, the setence looked more alien to me.

Here's a link to how another person feel about the 'Next Button'

http://scrapesscarsandbodyjars.blogspot.com/2005/01/useless-button.html

Been really sad the whole of yesterday..




i was expecting something that i have worked hard for to have it's habour... but i guess.... i was wrong... i waited and waited yet, nothing happened. really started to hate the stupid prognosis SMS-es.

oh well, im gonna make a big fuss over some FUCKING HIGH STatus PRINCESSES! And yes, i am gonna irritate your sight again with unspeakably ugly pictures i have drawn




whatever you want to say. count my day 'suay' or anything. so i was on the freaking bus. im already on THE VERGE OF being LATE. then the bus stopped at the next destination and the kind-hearted bus driver saw this FUCKING QUEEN stranded alone 100MILLION Miles away and decided the WAIT for her. It's really clear to everyone who the driver was waiting for. and guess what? the QUEEN decided to STROLL down the passage way with her snail-like speed.

1) I have been already really fucked up by the bus which was moving 1M/sec.

2) I was pissed when he stopped and wait for you , bitch. but i realise that i will also want the bus to wait for me as i dont want to wait for another million years for another bullshit bus

3) do you really think you are princess? that fucking short route took you at least 1.5minutes to get your ass on the bus. there are more than 20people on board

1.5 x 20 = 30minutes

30 pure minutes wasted for you! do you really think you are some big shot? make the WHOLE bus wait for your big ass... NO CONSIDERATION............... YOU SUCKS. i dont wish to say further...

been really busy these few days.... busy to a situation where i dont even have time to blog. it really sucks.i had lots of my things on my mind to blog and i start letting it accumulate till a point where i forgot all the shit i wanted to blog. DAMMIT!

really dont understand why some people dont understand the word 'CONSIDERATION' . never see this word before or dont know what the hell is the meaning?

here is an poor illustrated picture ive done. i know my drawing sucks. and yes, i know that i draw worst than a 5year old kid. but a picture tells more than a thousand words.





so clearly you can see. a bus stopped infront of a bus-stop and followed by it is a taxi carrying no brain passengers. the bus i was on had to wait for the BIG ASS PASSENGERS on the taxi to get their asses off it before it can move and stop at the bus stop which is just a FEW meters away. GREAT RIGHT?

you might think that it is the bus fault not to open the door and let the people on bus to alight.yes, people can alight, how about those who wants to board on to the bus? make the bus stop second time? bullshit. people will complain even more.

so the biggest fault is the passengers on the taxi.i was standing on the bus and had a clear view of everything in front. dammit. the people who was on taxi took a million years to get off the taxi and shoo off.i was hoping that the bus would just accelerate and hit on the taxi. HAHA. THAT WOULD BE GREAT. comeon.. THERE IS A BUS FULL OF PEOPLE and this pathetic taxi carrying 3 big ass humans with totally no character. do you think you are so important that WE HAVE to wait for you? im so pissed! if you stop and your movemoments are swift, nobody will make noise even if you are in the wrong! but hell! what you did? MOVE WORST THAN A SNAIL. if i have a gun, i will murder this time of people who sucks to the core. dont waste other's time for your own convenice.

He is leaving this July... why must he choose this year? why must it be on the year which is the most important to me? why?

questioned the friendship many times and never got an answer....

im lost.........

- Im a changed person. If you believe me, dont ever doubt what i told you-

yesterday, i ran into the school boy's toilet again. this is like the 3rd time i ran in. so osborn, dont even try running in again. i really dont give a damn about where you run. especially when you fucked me up and i am totally pissed.

Went to do for my CIP ( Community Involvement Programme) today. it really sucks like crap. My tin was freaking light. only 1 out of 10 people donated when i asked. it sucks. the other time i was around the same place trying to get people to donate, had the same problem but my tin was almost full when i returned it. The worst part is that i bought 20bucks out and when i get home, i am left with 60cents. i dont even know what shit i spent on. i can use the 20bucks and donate to the organisation. that amount is way more than what i have in it.

saw Eddie Lau's wife...... She is really BEAUTIFUL. haha..saw her picture before and never thought that she was THAT impressive. but after seeing her in real person, she was really beautiful. trust me.. no wonder that Eddie Lau said that many people was going after his wife in the university days. Someone in our group said

'Wah lao. dont know why the Eddie Lau wife choose him... he is not even average le!'

-.- no comments. but if i were him, having such a beautiful wife, i will love her to death man. haha

im so tired today and my foot hurts like anything. everywhere i went i felt like squating down. hahaa.....

feels that the old lifestyle is coming back piece by piece. this year, it is even worst. O levels examinations are coming. i bet this will come faster than a fired bullet. looking at the past, i wonder how on earth did i ever get to where i am. im 15 and going to be 16 in less than 2months time. It seemed that just yesterday, i just finished my PSLE. it is scary how time slip through your hands like the sand..


Moronic jeremy feels that my right ear looks like a ghost.... here is a picture of my GHOSTLY EAR.




yeah, the picture is not clear... i know...it was taken using a handphone camera... so what quality can you be expecting?

can anyone tell me how on earth my ear looks like ghost? if my ear looks like ghost, JEREMY... YOUR FACE LOOKS LIKE A GHOST TOO!! haha

im stupid. im stupid. im really stupid!!

saw this guy just now when i was out having my dinner. he reminds me of how stupid and dumb i was. the whole world has been telling me how dumb i was but i dont really bother much. it is really scary when you realise that you are dumb yourself.

i knew this guy for about 10years? (anyway i am not that old) so i went to ask him for his number when i was younger. dont ask me. i have no clue why the hell i did that. so what the hell this idiot gave me? 6 digit phone number. at that time, the telephone number still stays at 7digit. and obviously i cannot get through that number. yet i kept trying to dial the freaking number again and again thinking that it will work the next time. finally gave up after numerous time.

the worst piece of shit is this girl named Angel. fucking name. she should be called Devil , liar or fucking bitch. again, i asked this bitch for her number. and guess what she did? SHE GAVE ME MY OWN HOUSE NUMBER! stupid me, did something really dumb and no brain. i tried to call that number to find her using my house phone. obviously i couldnt get through and i was there wondering why it was that way. i even count the number of digit but i did not realise that it was my house number. at that time i was young and i dont remember my house number.

played this game that almost took my life and drained all my energy today. and when i got home, realise that i have hurt my finger. shit. hurts even to bend it.

realise that i only bold my text and maybe at times make my text italic? this is because.... i only see this two function on the toolbar and nothing else. so i do not know the other functions like strike-off or underline. HAHA. SOMEONE, TEACH ME!!

miserable day..... fucking miserable. schools starts today and the moment i woke up, it was raining. what a way to start the damn school year.....

so the normal day started. Sat beside Joanne again. she's really funny so it wasnt that bored listening to her crapping. it wasnt that bad .... until the new principal spoke, i was bored to hell. the speech was really standard and ive heard it for the 4th time in my secondary school life. to make it worst, she sppppppoooooookkkkkkeeeeee rrrrreeeeeeaaaaaalllllyyyyy sssssllllllloooooowwwwww. personally i felt that the speech was susposed to be 30minutes but at the rate she was going, it dragged for an hour. she asked for volunteers to say how they felt about the recent natural disaster. ( yes, i dont know how to spell the word. i replaced it with something else) Black black went up. HAHA. i dont believe that he is so generous with his money. Freaky stingy and when i want to borrow a pen, he makes a big deal like i was gonna castrate him or something

the day went on and.... it was really boring.....

my mom called me just now and this is what she told me..

'Wei arh, you hor.. use internet dont go to the luohan fish thing hor'

i was thinking.... what the.. hell? why i cant go visit luohan fish websites? but honestly i dont give a big damn to it either. i am not interested in fishes with bumps on head. and after much clarfication, the sentence structure changed and she said

'Ya! dont buy or sell luohan fish hor. the newspaper says one. government will catch you hor.'

i think my mom and me has to work on our communication skills. both of us cant speak really well. haha

fucking homework. rushing all my stuff today and i am not yet done. now i am blogging for no shit. HAHA. yeah yeah, i am wasting a hell of time.. but hey, i did not even plan to finish my assignment... haha.

dad's talking shit again. what the hell? he thinks that he is doing all the work at home. he is doing MOST and not all. the most selfish piece of shit at home is my dad. SELFISH! he sucks. even when the main eletricity of my computer wasnt off, his energy is soo precious that it will kill him just to switch it off. he had to YELL at me to get my butt out just to switch it off. yeah, even if he is next to it, he refuses to do. if im out, it is more ridiculous, he calls my handphone and tells me about it. WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU? WILL IT KILLS JUST TO PRESS ON THE SWITCH? yet he feels that he is the 'NOBLE' one at home. NO WAY!!

sucks, school is starting tomorrow. *yawns* now come to think about it, i dont know how i got through my secondary 3 life at all. all the torturing boring lessons. oh my... i dont wish to go through all the shits again!

i never knew that Jeremy could be so BHB. ( pardon me for the short form thing)

he said ' Im used to it already'

the 'IT' he was refering to it seduction from girls. -.-'' so proud for what? crazy guy

i looked through my old sms in my inbox. and i saw a message like this..

'hope your day wont be bad today. hoho. good luck on your test and break your leg'

i was really ignorant at that time and i dont know the meaning of 'break your leg' . i thought the person was cursing me and this is what i replied

'WHAT?!? you want me to break my leg??! i hope you break both of your legs today!!'

obviously the person who recieved the sms has >>>>>-.-''<<< this expression. break your leg means good luck and i thought it was a curse or something. haha. i was soo embarrassed when the person told me the meaning. dammit. yeah, i am do dumb.

if you want to go to the stupid countdown thing, go!! fine.. go... i dont give a big damn about it anymore. LAST YEAR you went does not mean that this year ITS THE SAME. no it's not!!!! idiot...

okay let's see. Lots of people out there saying 'Taufik is hot' or 'Sly is Hot'

okay.. i get it. but i was on the MRT yesterday and i gave a thought about it.

'If Taufik is still who he is before the participated in the Singapore Idol and he was on the MRT train. Will the girls still crowd around him and screaming that he is hot or whatever else?'

Answer is No. even if you saw Taufik on the train, you wouldnt think that the guy is really really good looking. it works for Sly too. maybe you will feel that he is 'oh.. another good looking guy' but would be look as good as he did now to you? i dont think so.

i found scratches on my handphone.IT SUCKS.. the worst thing ever is I SCRATCHED IT MYSELF. shit... i want to get the freaking scratch off but i dont know how to!!!!! ahhhhh!! stupid nails. one more reason to get them cut!!

i realize that i have been really ridiculous about something. i spent last year at home counting down alone oh well then i was so excited counting down ALONE and GETTING HAPPY ALONE. well. i am gonna be smarter this year. IM GONNA SLEEP THROUGH THE elapsed time. HAHA. it is really dumb to be screaming alone at home. stupid me. sleeping is more useful.